True Love - Jadesy (Editing)

Tell me.

-JesysP.O.V

I wake up pretty early and for once don't feel like I'm going to throw my guts up. I look down and see Jade curled into my side and I smile at her. I heard her tummy rumble and sighed to myself. I kissed her head and stood up. I went into the kitchen and made up a full English breakfast for her with bacon, hash browns, the lot. While it's all cooking I get myself a jar of peanut butter and take that into the bedroom before going back into the kitchen and plating up all of Jade's food. I make tea and toast as well and put it on a tray so she can have it on her lap. I take it through to her, "Jadey? Wakey, wakey," I managed to shake her gently with one hand. She whines a bit, sits up before rubbing her eyes and stretching.

"Something smells good," she yawns and I smile.

"I made you breakfast in bed," I held it out. She looked over and bit her lip.

"Oh, um, sorry Jess. I'm not hungry right now but thanks," her tummy rumbled just then and I sighed. I put the tray down and sat on the edge of the bed. I took her hand and kissed it.

"You're perfect Jade, okay? That tiny amount of weight you've put on? It doesn't bother me at all."

"Why not?"

"Because you gained it helping me. In saying that, even if you hadn't been helping me when you gained it? It wouldn't of matter to me one little bit."

"But Jesy, you've said yourself that you liked me having a small body so you could cuddle me more," she frowned and I shook my head.

"Jade, you've still got a small body for Christ sake. You always will. I can still cuddle you, I just cant just now because of the pregnancy but trust me Jade. I'm not the only one who thinks you're perfect. Millions of people all across the world think you're perfect. You're beautiful and talented and you're just amazing. So please don't let that tiny bit of weight get you down okay? Now please eat, for me?"

She smiled and me and wiped her eyes since she had been crying a bit. She looked at the food, "half of it. I'll eat half of it," she managed to get the tray. I nodded since eating half still meant eating quite a lot of it. I sat next to her eating my peanut butter and watched how much she was eating. She ended up eating slightly more than half but as soon as she had done that she disappeared into the kitchen to but her plate away.

-JadesP.O.V

Once I had washed and dried my plate, I went through into the en-suit and locked the door. I turned on the shower to heat it up then stared at myself in the mirror. Whatever Jesy saw in me, I clearly didn't see it. I checked the water and it was ready so I stripped off but I didn't look at myself in the mirror again. I got in the shower and began to think about everything, especially Jesy and Jamie. It still hurt to think that the baby was my ex's and only because of rape. I always thought that when me and Jesy did decide to have a baby that we would get it injected so it would be a part of us both.

I wish I had told Jesy how I feel back on X Factor when there was no pressure put on us to sell singles. We could of come out on X Factor and then we wouldn't of been stopped coming out afterwards. There was so many times that I could of told her when I didn't but there was one that stuck in my mind more than others.

*flashback*

We had just finished practising our harmonies with the vocal coach and now we were back in our bedroom. We had two bunks between us. Jesy had the top bunk of the one she shared with Leigh and Perrie had the top one of the one me and her shared. I had gone on Jesy's bunk with her while Leigh had climbed up next to her. I cuddled up next to her while we all chatted. I had my head on her shoulder and could feel her voice box vibrating whenever she spoke. There was a moment of silence and that's when Leigh spoke up.