Yuanfen : Destined To Be Together

Chapter 29

Nandini

It's healing...

I tried to get closer to the wall, hoping it would let me feel his warmth around me.

I myself didn't know why I was crying...

Maybe it's because I'm finally talking to him, speaking my heart out, and telling him everything I wanted.

I tried to stay silent, but my soft sobs managed to break out...

I didn't stop, thinking they probably weren't audible over the sound of the rain...

All of a sudden...

I don't know if it's my hallucination...

I felt a warmth on my shoulder, and it stirred my cries even more, making me want to get closer to the warmth...

My forehead rested against the wall as I cried.

Just like I used to do at home, leaning against the wall instead of a shoulder.

I heard his voice in my mind, soothing me.

-"It's okay, everything will be all right. I'm here now."

My cries calmed down to soft sniffles, but I remained nuzzled against the wall.

It was the closest to his balcony.

It won't be wrong if I said that I want to protect him from the whole world, will it? He doesn't deserve that treatment. 

I want him to know his worth and never doubt himself.

I don't care if it means reminding him a thousand times. I will be there.

Even if just as a friend, or a well-wisher, I will.

Forever.

I want to take all his worries, and let them afloat, like paper boats on a river. I want to chase all his monsters away, embrace all his insecurities.

I just want to keep loving him.

Even if we don't end up together, even if we part our ways.

Even if I die....

I felt a strange warmth wrap around me, in the midst of the cold breeze flowing so strongly. It made me nuzzle my head against the wall.

It's weird, no?

I feel like I'm hugging him...

The rain subsided after awhile. I sat there in my round swing, keeping my guitar aside - against the wall.

The earlier raindrops made the weather cooler. The breeze blowing in a soothing hum...

I closed my eyes and sat there for long.

I wondered what Jimin was doing.

Has he gone to sleep? Or is he still awake?
It's late to be honest.

I usually don't stay up this late. Tracking all those fake accounts took time.

Jimin
5:53 am.

I opened my eyes after having another dream.

As usual, it was still dawn.