The Cold Nerd's First Love [BOOK 1 COMPLETED]

TCNFL;Chapter 23

Chapter twenty; three - Forsaken.
Ps: drama's ahead. 👌🏻
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Alex's Point of View

"I thought you were different but nah, kagaya ka lang din pala nila." Mapait niyang sabi sa akin. Kitang kita sa mga mata niya ang poot at pagka-dismaya.

I stared at his eyes, nakipaglaban ako sa mata niya at pinakita kung gaano ako nasasaktan ngayon, kung gaanong pagkadismaya ang mayroon din ako sakanya- sakanila.

I smiled at him. "Akala ko din iba kayo." I said preventing myself from choking.

Grant shoved his hair using his free hand and then stared at me again. "Isang dahilan lang Alex kung bakit mo ginawa yon and I may forgive you." He said making me laugh.

"Forgive me? Forgive me for what? For doing something I didn't? To satisfy your anger? Ikaw ba talaga si Grant? Are you real?" Though I'm so near from crying, I still managed to say those words.

"ALEX YOU'RE FRUSTRATING ME! Why do you have to hurt her?! Tell me why! Just tell me fcking why!" He shouted and I laughed bitterly at him.

"Hurt? I didn't even touched her not even the tips of her finger." I answered in full honesty, though I'm kind of worried about Jenny the fact na ako ang sinisisi nila dahil dito ang lalong nagpapasakit ng loob ko.

I could no longer breath seeing how frustrated he is. Seeing how devastated he is to know my reasons pero anong ibibigay ko kung wala naman talaga?

"Nasa hospital ngayon si Jenny dahil kinulong mo daw siya sa C.R at inutusan ang ibang classmate nating babae to hurt her, umamin na yung dalawang babae, hinulog ka na nila Alex bakit hindi mo na lang aminin?" He said still gazing through my eyes as if he's looking for an emotion but I kept an emotionless face.

"I told you I didn't. Nasa Garden ako maghapo-"

"Fck Alex! JUST FCKING ADMIT IT THAT YOU DID! Si Jenny at ang mga babaeng inutusan mo na mismo ang nagsabi! Ano pa bang proof ang gusto mo?!" He angrily said and I laughed bitterly.

"Explaining seems to be useless now that you wanted to hear nothing but what you desire. Bakit ka pa pumunta dito? Ugh yeah, to make me admit something na hindi ko ginawa." I sarcastically said making him groan in frustrations.

"I came here to know your side! Dahil naging kaibigan ka namin but wtf, you're making this hard for me!" He answered but I shook my head and smiled weakly at him.

"No Grant, hindi ka pumunta dito para malaman ang side ko but rather para paaminin ako. You seem really hopeless knowing the truth but believe me I didn't." I told him but he pushed me harder, feeling ko magkakasugat na ako sa likod at magkakapasa na ang braso kong hawak-hawak niya.

Tears came out from eyes, naging kaibigan. How fun, naging kaibigan so it means tapos na hindi ba? Am I not a part of that group anymore? Wala ng saysay ang pag-explain ko dahil siya na mismo ang nagsabi naging kaibigan nila ako, so what's the point of still fighting?