The Cold Nerd's First Love [BOOK 1 COMPLETED]

Epilogue (Revised)

I'm warning you in advance guys, if nabasa niyo na ang first epilogue na pinost ko noon, I suggest na read it again for I made a lot of changes para akma siya book 2. Sorry guys but I'm hoping na sana magustuhan niyo din 'to. 

love lots xx 

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E P I L O G U E 

"Jenny!" 

"5 minutes pa please?"

"Seriously Jenny, I'm telling you if hindi ka pa tumayo diyan sa higaan mo, ibubuhos ko 'tong tubig na dala ko sa mukha mo." 

Pagkarinig na pagkarinig ko nong salitang 'tubig' agad kong iminulat ang aking mga mata sabay upo sa kama. Ugh, this girl will never change, I'm so thankful to have a freaking bitch friend/ cousin. 

"Heto na po, gising na ho. Seriously? What made you so pissed, aga aga nagkakalat ka na ng lagim." I said as I stood up and started to fix myself. 

Binatukan naman ako nito at sinamaan ng tingin. Ugh, so much for having a best friend slash cousin. 

"It's just right, if I won't be strict, who else would do that? You still have school plus kanina pa naghihintay si Jomel sa baba so if I were you, bibilisan ko na." She said before rolling her eyes on me and walked out from my room. Really Ceska, really? 

Oh yeah, nag-aaral nga pala ako. After those happenings in our lives, after experiencing 'that' moment, we all decided to move on and forget everything. 3 years ago, I woke up from the hospital and felt everything was new, including my heart. 

It still hard for me to accept what happened, in fact they still hunt me in my sleep but I guess I learned how to cope up with the loss, trauma, and hatred.  I'm sure na I'll never forget every tears, every pleas, every cries, and every pains that I felt, they're so remarkable and those things would always remind me how strong I am as a person for I've overcome them, I've cope up and I can say that I'm finally getting better with the help of my long lost family, my friends, and him, even though he's not with us anymore.

I'm okay, I'm so sure about that but there's one thing that I can never accept, forget, and will always remember. I lost him. I'll never be whole again even though he sacrificed 'that' for me, he's always be the missing piece that would make me whole and complete, he will always be that missing part of me. 

The mere fact na wala na siya breaks me, I love him so much and I wish sana, I've come to realized that earlier just so he would know pero... wala na siya. 

3 years earlier  

"Jenny, please wake up soon and remember that I'll always love you." 

I woke up from that cry. It sounded like him, Jake. I know it was him but the moment I opened my eyes, a white wall welcomed me. It was so bright that it made my eyes linger in pain, it irritated my eyes. 

"Oh my gosh! Jenny's awake!" 

I heard Ceska shouting, I chuckled.

Everyone rushed in to my bed to checked on me, I even heard Ceska asking Jonel to call the doctor, she's too loud, she might disturb the other patients, seriously Ceska?

"Y-you're really awake." Jomel said, his eyes are sparkling in glee but is teary eyed. I only nodded as my response, he then helped me to sit. 

Iglanced around, looking for someone but I felt disappointed, he's not here and why would he be? I'm just a game for him, wasn't I? I smiled upon seeing Ceska and Jonel, my mom who's crying so hard in front of me and my sister.