The Cold Nerd's First Love [BOOK 1 COMPLETED]

TCNFL - Chapter 32

Sorry kung natagalan (-___-") Chapter 32 is up! (mood swing daw xD) yeah! put your hands up! oh yeah! xD *Baby don't cry tonight nananana* xD yan daw! wahahaha nakikinig ako ng baby don't cry ng exo eh! ang ganda lang *u* *Baby don't cry nana* xD at HAPPY BDAY TAO OPPA! *u* bday ni Panda! kyahh!

and nga pala! Dedic to sa twin ko! parehas kami sa lahat ng bagay eh! may Luhan xD tas si Bacon ang sunod! tas yung Purple idol nya rin si Shin won ho! at si spongebob! oh dba?! twin kami walang aangal! 

Hi there Twin! ^___^ sana magustuhan mo! at sorry alam ko lame to eh xD ito na daw

ENJOY! ^__________^

~Luhanbabybabe♥

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Alex's POV

"Alex este Jenny! Dali suot mo to!"sabi ni Ceska na may dalang bikini, WOAH! no WAY! HIGH WAY! ayoko nyan! pero may napansin ako kay Ceska, She's hurting She's faking her laugh and Smiles, it is too obvious

"Ok, but before that, You can tell me what is it" sabi ko nabigla naman sya then umupo sa bed kung saan ako nakaupo ngayon

"H-huh? Ano ba yun? Wala naman eh?! Hahaha! Can't you see? I'm happy we all having a good time!" sabi nya,

"No you're not happy something is bothering you, don't tell me a lie I'm not Zayn who sing 'tell me a lie' ok?" sabi ko I tried to joke pero nag faked smile sya

"Promise! Ok nga lang ako!" sabi nya ulit tinignan ko sya sa mata pero umiwas sya

"See? You're not ok, for pete's sake! Bestfriend kita kahit sandali pa lng tayo magkasama, I know you" sabi ko naluha sya

" psh hirap mag karoon ng best friend na makulit pero thank you andyan *sob* ka, ito na ikwento ko na! I let him go na, I tried to be *sob* happy, for myself but I just can't I can accept the truth that we're not for each other pero ito masakit pa rin! I *sob* tried to acted like I'm ok tried to acted like a true Woman" sabi nya naiiyak I hug her, I think it's Jonel, and because of me maybe?

"Shh.. Ceska you're strong, you've changed kahit sandali palng tayo nagkakasama I found the true Ceska, a Ceska who's matured enough, you helped me, pero mahal mo sya diba? You should fight then let loose kapag alam mong wala ng pag asa" sabi ko she Cried harder

"I can't! I tried to fight for him, since mga bata tayo! Pinaglalaban ko ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya, then there it go, I'm letting him go, kasi 7 years was enough for me to prove him that I love him, I even still him from you, that's the reason why I hated you a long time ago, pero I realized I'm being a brat too much! So here I am crying in your arms crying with the girl na nasaktan ko, napakabait mo dapat ako ang may sakit at hindi ikaw, ako dapat ang kaagad mamatay sa mga kasalanan ko dahil walang may kailangan sakin unlike you! they all love you! lahat sila kailangan ka! " sabi nya

*Slap*

I slapped her, para ma realized nya

"What are you saying Ceska?! Wag kang mag salita ng ganyan sige nga feeling mo ba kung mamatay ka walang masasaktan?! Paano ako?! Ceska! I love you as My Bestfriend/my Cousin/my sister and my Angel! Imagine mo ako na wala ka?! *sob* Ceska, please don't wish that thing d dahil nasasaktan ka gugustuhin *sob* mo ng mamatay, you let go of him! You should face the consequence! You have me, you just losed him but you still have a long life na wala ako, please live your life to the fullest na hindi ko kayang gawin I'm begging you whenever you'll going to think that thing again alalahanin mo ako *sob* na masasaktan ako, Ceska kung gusto mong mag move on talk to him! Clear things between the two of you, d mo man siguro sya magiging iyo kahit friends it's a good start of Moving on!" sabi ko haba ba? Best friend ko yan d ko kayang nasasaktan sya ng ganito I just can't at para maka move on na rin si Jonel I'll talk to him too, kahit d ko pa alam ang Past ko I think I should clear the past