Never say Luna

Three Year's Of Age

13 years ago - three year old Raze
The sun is soft on my skin.
I pivot and twirl in the meadow, unknowing of the tension within the clearing.
My parents are arguing over me.
Something my father says make my mother come to me, and she shouts back at him.
My hands are over my sensitive ears.
Stop! I want to cry, but somehow know that it wouldn't be best.
My father is yelling at my mother.
They are now... Playing?
Father is on top of mother, with his fist clenched and raised.
She cries out as it hits her, and I start to cry as well.
Father is gone the next day.

12 years ago - 4 year old Raze
It is the first day of wolf-school.
My mother is not the Luna of the Pack anymore. She is the Alpha.
She has never hit me.
But today, when I am dressing up in a suit that fits my round body perfectly, she notices my imperfection in the creases. She hates it. And she fixed it while yelling.
I am scared.
For the first time in my life, I fear that my mother does not love me.
She tells me she does.
But the next day I return from school sweaty and happy. And she notices the stains of grass. She is yelling again. She forces me to take it off and wash it myself.
I don't know how. Does she love me?
She tells me she does.
11 years ago - five year old Raze
Now I am uncertain. I've graduated from pre-school into kindergarten. I have to wear a suit.
All the kids are making fun of me.
One day I snap and hit one of the kids.
I am in trouble.
Mother tells me I am just like my father.
Does she love me?
She tells me no.
I cry and cry. But learn to live with her.
Somehow I don't snap.
5 years ago, 9-years old Rave.
I am at my birthday. Mother has always bought me gifts. But not today. She is dead.
Dead from a rogue attack. The Pack mutinied under her harsh rule.
But the new Alpha and Luna are here.
Instead of being harsh like my mother, the Luna is gentle and warm. The Alpha is more like my mother, but the Luna moderates his temperament.
This is when I promise myself that females are untrustworthy unless subservient.
Because the Luna has never yelled at me.
Only caresses me and tells me I am perfect.
Unlike my mother.
I am allowed to wear normal clothing. And no one makes fun of me.
Shifted day - 16-year old Rave
I shift. Into a black wolf. I love my wolf.
Three months later
My parents are dead.
I've never mated with a girl, but I kiss plenty often.
I'm saving myself mostly for my mate.
I am Alpha now. I've won a fight between the real son of the Alpha and Luna, and I'm in need of a mate.
She will be my Luna.
She will be amazing and always do what I ask.
I hope.
I meet her one month later.
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Poor Rave! I hope you don't hate him as much now! His mate is his worst nightmare :0
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