Grier life

Chapter 10

Sydney's POV

I felt my face get red as anger rose inside of me.

I walked over to her, slapped her across the face then walked away not looking back. I don't even care anymore. I'm so done with everything at this point.

I heard all the guys yelling after me and their footsteps quickly catching up to me.. So I ran.

I found a tree past the football field in the dark where no one could see me. I sat down and put my head in my hands as u cried still hearing my name being called my the nervous boys.

I texted Nash telling him I was okay and that I just needed space.

I thought that would work but nope.. He begged me to tell him where I was so he could come comfort me.

Will and Chloe has left after I slapped her and he got upset. Great.

Now my own brother hates me too.

I burst into another set of tears at the thought then I got a text from Sammy. I didn't even want to read it.

'What the hell Syd!! Why did you just punch Chloe?! She's a way better person then you are! She was going to apologize to you!! Now I know why I chose her over you. You're just worthless and a waste of space.'

I think I just died reading those last words.

Why did he do this to me? I get that he was upset but that wasn't needed.

Nash ran over and I shut my phone off.

He came over and embraced me into a huge hug as he picked my up bridal style and started walking to the car so we could get to the hotel. I sat on his lap with my head buried in his chest as I still cried my eyes out barely able to breathe.

He kept rubbing my arm and he'd kiss my head and whisper 'everything is going to be okay'

I didn't believe him at all.

My life is falling apart.

I picked my head up and of course the first person I made we contact with was Sammy.

At first he had a smile on his face as he laughed to something Cam said then as soon as he saw me his expression changed. He looked upset now. Almost like he regretted the text he sent.

I'm not falling for that again.

I buried my head in Nash's chest again and hugged him.

We reached the hotel and I climbed out and slowly walked to my room.

I felt a hand grab my wrist and I was really hoping it was Matt but it was Sammy.

"What do you want?" I snapped

"I just noticed you were upset and I wanted to know what was wrong." He asked acting dumb

"YOU KNOW WHATS WRONG!! THIS IS YOURE FAULT!!! YOURE SUCH A JERK SAMMY I CANT BELIVE I ALMOST FORGAVE YOU!!" I yelled at him with more tears rolling down my face

He just looked at me with sad eyes "I'm sorry." He said weakly

"It's too late Sammy I can't trust you anymore. You've hurt me too much." I said

He grabbed me into his arms and tried to kiss me.

I shoved him back and moved out of his grasp as I walked away.

I got to my room and noticed I was the only one in the room.

Perfect.

I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my razor.

I sliced 5 clean cuts into my wrist and let them bleed for a bit before I cleaned them then put on a bandage.

I changed into my long sleeve multi coloured tie dye shirt that says 'keep calm and play softball' and my black soffee shorts.

I sat on my bed and plugged in my headphones listening to music as I read my book.

Music and reading is my escape from the real world. You can make you're own fantasy with them.

It was only 3 so we still had a long time before bed. Great....

I little later Nash and Hayes came in and made sure I was okay.

"Well we are all coming to the pool. Why don't you join us I think that would be good for you." Nash said as he picked my up in his arms

"Okay." I said forgetting about my arm.

I changed into my pink top that is ruffled and has flowered lace. Then I put on my plain black bottoms and I took my hair down brushing it out.

I put on my black long sleeve shirt that says 'love pink' in pink.

I grabbed my phone and walked to the pool with Nash because Hayes already went down.

All the guys were already in the pool splashing each other and having fun.

I sat down on one of the pool chairs and took out my phone going through all my social media.

There was still a lot of people saying how happy they were that I was okay and that I got my memory back. But there's still always those few people who's comments hurt.

I turned my phone off not wanting to read more and took off my shorts and long sleeve leaving me in my bikini.

I ran and jumped into the water which was freezing!

I started shivering and I felt someone's arms pick me up and hold me bridal style.

I looked up to see Matt smiling down at me. I smiled back and snuggled into his arms trying to warm myself.

He went to the shallow end of the pool so he could sit on the stairs. I sat on his lap and we just talked.

I was warmed up and Matt had an evil grin on his face.

He picked me up again and started walking up the stairs then towards the sweep end.

"Matthew don't you dare throw me into that water!" I threatened

He didn't listen

I started flailing in his arms and slapping him so he would drop me.

He was about to throw me in when all of a sudden his expression changed and he just stared.

I followed his gaze and realized that he had saw my wrist that I forgot about.

And just to my luck Nash and Cam were standing next to us and noticed Matt staring.

Both of their faced dropped and Nash got tears in his eyes.

I quickly squirmed out of Matt's grasp and ran into the girls changing room.

I slid down the wall and cried with my head in my hands and I was shaking.

Why does everything happen to me?