Grier life

Chapter 21

Sydney's POV

I stood there dead in my tracks as I saw Will waiting in front of my door in the hallway with tears in his eyes.

He noticed me and looked up giving me a concerning look.

"Syd-" he started weakly

I didn't need an explanation, I never saw Will cry unless he was upset and sorry. Seeing his tears gave me a good enough reason.

Everyone messes up and makes mistakes that they don't mean to.

I instantly ran to him and jumped into his arms hugging him tightly.

He hugged back and I could tell that he wasn't expecting that reaction from me.

He put me down and I let us both in to my room and we talked.

"I'm so sorry Syd. I can't apologize to you enough. I had no right to be that rude to you but it just upset me that I finally found a girl that I like and have things in common with and I was hoping that my family would support me with it. I was too caught up in the fact that I thought I found the perfect girl more than the fact that I could lose my baby sister." I said looking down

I went to talk but he continued

"Once I realized how stupid I was I dumped Chloe. I was too blind to see that she was ruining our relationship and that she was seeing like 10 other guys at the same time. I'm sorry for hurting you." He said softly

"Will it's okay. Everyone makes mistakes. I'm just happy that you finally realized yours." I said hugging him again.

He reached over and lightly ran his index finger over my cut on my head.

He then noticed my wrists and teared up again.

"Wh- why?" He asked referring to the cuts

"Will I thought my own brother hated me. I was a mess with out you. I thought that I completely lost my brother. You Nash and Hayes are the only ones I have. I couldn't bare the fact that I lost you. I got overwhelmed and I gave myself anxiety attacks and I didn't think before I acted." I stated the truth.

He just hugged me.

"Now I know that I forgive you and all but I think you should talk to Nash and Hayes before I make any promises." I said getting up

He nodded and I grabbed my sweats and my white v-neck shirt with my fuzzy socks and changed in the bathroom. I brushed my hair out and put it in a messy bun.

Once I was ready I texted Nash and Hayes to come to the room.

They both were in the room with a blink of and eye.

"Syd what's wrong are you okay?" Nash asked worriedly before noticing Will

Once he saw Will he stopped and stared.

"Did he hurt you?" Hayes asked quietly

I shook my head.

"Just please listen to him." I whispered to them as I hugged them and went into the other room with the rest of the guys.

I closed the diving door between our rooms and found Matt on the couch sitting next to him.

He smiled at me and put his arm around me.

The guys weren't really doing much at the moment we were all sorta just talking waiting for Nash and Hayes to get back and for Kian and Jc to come back with pizza.

We leave for Magcon Georgia tomorrow but Kian and Jc wanted to spend the night here with us and fly with us to Georgia.

The flight leaves at 7am so we can't be up too late or none of us will wake up in the morning.

About 10-15 minutes went by before Nash and Hayes and Will came in.

I smiled at the fact that my family was together again.

All the guys greeted Will and shortly after Kian and Jc came back with food.

I grabbed two slices of cheese pizza and filled a cup with orange soda.

We put in the movie Pitch Perfect and all got settled.

The guys all attempted to sing along to the songs but 1- most of them can't sing and 2-they barely knew the words.

"I wanna grow up and be like fat Amy" Hayes said laughing "her life is so easy! I mean she gets to vertical run! And she's so talks yes like no one knows how to do the mermaid dance!" He continued

We all burst into laughter at Hayes' comment.

"I could so pull it off!" He said getting up and laying on the floor trying to mermaid dance

We laughed at him then the guys threw chips at him and 'booed' at him.

He got up and pretended to be hurt but couldn't keep a straight face and just started laughing again.

He sat down and we watched the rest of the movie.

I started singing along to Titanium and the room went silent as the boys listened

I stopped realizing and blushed as they all clapped and cheered.

"You should make a YouTube channel and sing covers!" Can suggested

I shook my head no.

"Why don't me you and Hayes start a channel together?" Nash asked

I thought about it before replying "id love that!" I said cheerfully.

"Yay!!" Hayes said happily

I smiled and we finished the movie.

It was only 7pm but I was exhausted.

"Goodnight guys I'm going to bed." I said hugging Matt then walking back to my room.

I washed my face and brushed my teeth.

I came out of the bathroom and found Will Nash and Hayes all sitting on my bed waiting for me.

I skipped over like a little girl and plopped down on the bed in between them all.

Nash and Hayes gave me hugs then kissed my head and said goodnight and bye to Will then returned to the other room.

Will gave me a tight hug and we said our goodbyes.

"Listen if you ever feel like picking up that razor again please just call for me Nash or Hayes please. We all care about you and don't want to see you hurt yourself. You're too good of a person to have to go through this and you're too beautiful to hurt yourself. Can you promise me that?" He asked

I nodded my head then hugged him one last time.

"I love you buggsie." He said

"I love you too Willy." I replied before watching him walk out into the hallway and leave.

I'm gonna miss him.