Grier life

Chapter 5

Nash's POV

"Hey baby girl how ya doing?" I asked hoping she remembered me

"I'm sorry but who are you?" She asked confused

At that one moment I felt like I was being stabbed by a knife.

I just sat there tears escaping my eyes as I stared at her not believing the words that just came out of her mouth.

Finally I managed to choke my words out.

"I'm you're big brother Nash."

"I'm sorry but I don't know who you are. I didn't even know I had any brothers sorry..." She trailed off seeing my expression

Hayes put his hand on my shoulder and we got up and left the room before I exploded from tears.

Once we reached the hallway I turned and hugged him as tears were quickly streaming down my face. I could hear Hayes crying as well.

We went into the lobby and all the guys were anxiously waiting.

"S-she do-doesn't r-remember u-us" I stuttered in between crying fits

Then I broke down again. I couldn't help myself

All the guys came and gave Hayes and I hugs and were supporting us but nothing helped because all I could hear was her words circling around in my head.

"I'm sorry but who are you?"

"I'm sorry but I don't know who you are. I didn't even know I had any brothers sorry..."

I can't believe I lost my baby girl.

Sammy POV

I feel terrible, this is all my fault.

If I wasn't such a stupid jerk she'd be okay right now and Nash wouldn't be in so much pain.

I honestly don't know what was going through my head when I kissed that girl after I told Sydney I liked her more than a friend.

I screwed up big time and I don't think Nash will ever forgive me...

Cams POV

I've never seen Nash or Hayes this upset before.

They're both so quiet and depressed. I don't think they've talked since they came back from seeing Syd.

We've all gone in a seen her even though she can't remember us it's nice just to see her doing okay.

Sammy's the only one who hasn't gone in. He's afraid that if she remembers him then she's gonna be heartbroken again and try to hurt herself. The last time he's said a word was during his and Nash's fight.

Now he's just been staring at the wall with a blank expression.

Honestly I'm pretty pissed at him. Sydney has become like my little sister and I don't blame Nash for his flip out on Sammy.

The rest of the guys were a little upset because we all loved Syd. She was always so happy and always lightened the mood. They've all been on the quiet side but especially Matt which isn't like him.

I wanted to know what was wrong with him but I think now is too soon to ask so I'll wait until later.

I needed someone to talk to.

I got up and walked to room 125 to see a girl sitting on the bed watching tv.

Sydney

I walked in slowly as I knocked on the door.

"You can come in." She said

I walked over and sat in the chair next to her.

"You were in here earlier right?" She asked

"Yeah. I'm Cam we used to be really really good friends." I said

"Did we umm.. Date?" She asked shyly

"Uh. No. We didn't." I replied blushing a little

I had a little crush on her but since Nash is my best friend I knew I couldn't date her plus she's like my little sister.

"Oh ok." She replied looking down at her hands

"Are you okay? You seem upset."

She didn't answer. Her personality hasn't changed she still doesn't like to let people in on her problems

"You know you can tell me anything. You may not remember but you used to tell me everything." I said hoping she'd open up a little

She took a deep breathe and got ready to explain

"You all seem like great people and that I was really close to you all and that you guys really care about me. I want to remember all of you I really do I just can't. I can't even remember that I had brothers and I crushed them when I told them I didn't remember them. I want everything to come back to me and I want to remember everything again. I just feel bad because me not being able to remember is hurting people who I once loved. I don't like being the reason for people's pain." She said with tears starting to stream down her face

"It's okay. It's not you're fault that you can't remember anything. I promise that even if you can't remember everything or anything that we will all still be here and we can just make new memories." I reassured her

"Thanks. Can I ask you something?"

"Anything"

"What happened? How did I get here exactly."

Crap. Do I tell her the entire story? Do I lie and leave out the major part to save her feelings? Do I wait and let Sammy explain?

"Umm. So there's this guy named Sammy. You guys were really good friends and have known eachother since you were little. You started to have a crush on him and he started to like you. He told you that he wanted to start to get to know you as more than friends. Then he went and kissed some slut and you saw them. You got upset and ran not paying attention. You go hit by a car and smashed your head on the cement which caused you to loose your memory." I explained

"So all of this happened because of a guy?" I asked

"Yeah"

"Oh. Has he come to visit me?" She asked curious

"No..." I trailed not wanting to hurt her more

"Oh. Did I do something wrong that upset him?" She asked hurt

"No."

"Then why hasn't he come to visit me? If he cared about me then wouldn't he have visited me already?"

"He didn't want to hurt you because he didn't want you to remember what happened because he does care about you. He's willing to put you're happiness before his."

"Oh. I wish I could see him."

"He's uh here you know in the waiting room." I said not sure that I should've said that or not

"Really?!" She said almost excited and scared at the same time

I nodded my head

"Can I talk to him?"