Grier life

Chapter 16

Matt's POV

Sydney went to the bathroom to take some medicine because her wrist hurt.

We all finished the meet and greets then headed to the back room.

Sydney wasn't back yet.

We waited a few minutes in the room and all talked.

Still not Sydney.

I started to get worried.

"I'm gonna go look for Syd." I said getting up exiting the room.

I couldn't find her anywhere.

I called her and I could hear the ring tone to her phone going off from the bathroom.

"Sydney?" I yelled through the door

No answer

I debated wether or not to go in but realized that she could be hurt.

I walked in and saw her body laying on the floor of the bathroom.

I quickly ran and kneeled next to her, I looked closely and noticed that she now had 4 fresh cuts on her unbruised wrist.

Tears escaped my eyes.

I wasn't here for her when she needed me. I could've been here to save her.

"Nash!! Hayes!!" I yelled as I held her body in my arms

The boys showed up and saw Sydney.

They both tested up as well and Hayes called the hospital.

The doctors got here and told us all to leave the bathroom since she's losing a lot of blood and she's unconscious.

I don't want to leave my baby's side.

"Sir please leave so we can help her." The doctor said getting angry at me

"I'm not leaving her." I stated still crying

He got up and dragged me out of the bathroom as I tried to escape his grasp.

Nash then came over and took me from the doctor and gave me a hug as I cried and I could hear his faint cries as well.

The doctors came out and wanted to talk to Nash and Hayes.

I walked over to one of the tables and sat down placing my head in my hands as I cried.

"I can't loose her" I whispered to myself causing more tears to come. 

Nash walks over and his tears seemed to have dried.

"Is she okay?" I asked anxiously

"The doctor said she will be okay. She's awake and functioning and there's no need to bring her to the hospital. She needs to take it easy for a few weeks and we need to make sure someone who we trust is with her at all times so she can't hurt herself again." He said

"Ok. Can I see her?" I asked

"Of course. She's in the back room talking with Hayes right now." He said

"Thanks" I replied before eagerly heading to the back room.

I walked in and saw her and Hayes talking.

She saw me and smiled before gesturing for me to sit.

I noticed she had a wrap around her bruised wrist, bandages on her other wrist, and that she had a bandage on her cheek. Probably from Sammy slapping her so hard.

Hayes kissed her head then walked out leaving me and her to talk.

I didn't say anything I just pulled her into a tight hug.

She instantly hugged back.

"Please don't scare me like that again Sydney. Please." I begged her as tears threatened my eyes again

"I'm sorry. I got overwhelmed and I didn't want to bother you." She said looking down

I lifted her head up so she was looking into my eyes.

" I love you okay. Don't ever forget that." I said before placing my lips on her soft ones.

When we both pulled away she was smiling.

"There's that smile that I love." I said

She smiled and blushed again.

I kissed her cheek and took her hand in mine as we walked out finding the boys.

"Where's Sammy?" I asked noticing he's not here

"He's not coming on the rest of the tour with us. He realized it would be better if he just kept his distance for now until things sort themselves out." Taylor said

"Where is he?" Sydney asked

"Out front waiting for a taxi." Can said

Then she did the unexpected she ran towards the front door.

Sydney's POV 

"Sammy wait!" I yelled right before he got into the taxi

"It's for the best Syd. I can't keep hurting you. I lose it when I realize that I screwed up and it hurts me seeing you with Matt when I know you should be with me." He said

"Then why'd you do everything you did?" I asked as my voice cracked

"I went on a walk trying to think of a way to ask you out. Then a girl came up to me. She was a fan, she asked for a picture and for me to sign her shirt. So I did. She saw you coming and she kissed me to make you jealous. She knew exactly who you were. She told me that if I didn't do as she said she'd hurt you. I was trying to keep you safe but I ended up just getting jealous and hurting you anyways." He said

I just stared at him blankly.

He searched my face looking for my reaction.

"Can you forgive me?" He asked catching me off guard...

Cliff hanger!!! Sorry for the short chapter but I haven't updated in a while because I've been really really busy and school started and I had a writers block so I will update a better longer chapter as soon as I can hopefully tonight or tomorrow! Hope you enjoyed please vote and comment!!