Grier life

Chapter 68

Sydney's POV

I felt like the whole school was now looking at me and laughing because I just got cheated on right in front of my eyes and there is absolutely nothing I can do about.

And when Bobby brought Matt in for a big kiss and he gladly followed her lead I think mentally died.

My eyes got teary and I got up to walk away but Hayes grabbed my arm.

"Oh no you don't. Not here." He said and led me to the front office where Nash dismissed the three of us and they brought me home after Nash made a pit stop to get me ice cream.

I walked into the house and threw my bag on the ground causing everything inside it to fall out slide across the floor.

I didn't even make it 3 steps once we were inside before I broke down in tears.

I honestly didn't even know what else to do, I just watched helplessly as my boyfriend, my best friend, the love of my life just cheat on me right in front of my face.

I fell to the ground shaking and instantly felt Nash and Hayes at my side, Cam closely following.

I tried talking but my mouth moved and nothing but a small weak squeak came out.

I noticed the concern and sorrow on the guys' faces and I couldn't take it. I didn't want to feel pity anymore I was tired of being felt sorry for, I don't want others to feel that way about me.

I got up and ran to my room before going into the bathroom and grabbing my bag of razors.

I sat on the bed and thought before being interrupted by a stampede coming upstairs and banging on my door.

He's not worth it.
Don't let him destroy you.
Because destroying yourself means destroying the ones you love who mean more to you than he does.

I got up and opened the door handing Nash my bag of razors and giving him every sharp object, pill, or any kind of chemical then shut the door and laid on my bed getting lost in my thoughts as I cried more and more.

Nash's POV

"We can't just leave her up there. She's tearing herself apart." I said sadly as we returned back downstairs and threw away everything Sydney gave us

"Nash there's nothing we can do now.. she doesn't want our help and she's already broken." Cam said matching my tone

"No.. she's not broken.. she's shattered." Hayes said as he choked on his words and I could tell he was crying without even looking at him

I put my head in my hands and let out a big sigh.

I've officially lost my baby girl..

Haye's POV

There was an awkward moment of silence before I got an idea and walked out of the kitchen heading to the front door and grabbing my penny board.

"Where are you going?" I heard Cam and Nash ask just as I reached the door

"For a ride to clear my head. I'm not losing my sister and I'm going to find a way to fix her." I said determined as I shut the door before they said any other word