Grier life

Chapter 41

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Sydney's POV

Me and Emily were talking about the crash and it was surprisingly making me feel better just to get it all off of my chest.

I told her about how scared I am of almost everything and how I just want things to be back to normal.

She listened and gave me some advice and was really sweet.

"Thanks Em" I said as I hugged her then we decided to go into the pool.

We all hung out in the pool for a few hours then I started to get tired.

"I'm gonna head up to bed." I said to the boys as I got out and dried off

"Okay. Do you need me to come up with you?" Hayes asked

I shook my head

"Alright, we'll be up soon." He said again

I nodded then grabbed my stuff and headed upstairs.

I walked up the stairs and I didn't even care that it was a far walk I'm not using the elevator.

I got to the room and took a long steamy shower.

After I was done with my long shower I got out and got changed into my sweat pants, that I had to roll a little because they were long, and my Nike t-shirt then blow dried my hair and laid in my bed.

I went on my phone and went through social media.

I saw all these pictures of families being together and happy and all of a sudden anger and sadness took over me.

I got out of bed and went to my bags. I found the one that I brought that has all the pictures of my family.

There's pictures of us all together and I started crying as I went through them.

I grabbed the photo book and brushed the dust off of it.

I looked through and saw old pictures of us all.

My tears grew more and I started getting upset and anger rose inside of my body.

I started to rip the pages out of the book and throw them across the room.

I heard the door open but didn't care.

I continued to rip pages out and throw them as I cried.

"Hey Sy- omg." I heard Nash say as he saw the mess I've made

"Syd stop." Nash said

I didn't listen to him and I continued to throw paper.

I came across a picture of just me and my dad and I started crying harder and I ripped the picture out then tore it into little tiny pieces and threw them angrily.

Hayes came over and hugged me while Nash took the book out of my hand and tossed it on the ground then sitting on the bed next to us.

"Shh it's gonna be okay." Hayes said reassuringly