Grier life

Chapter 37

Sydney's POV

I was sitting on Matt's lap in the limo as he was trying to calm me down.

Suddenly there was the sound of brakes then a loud bang and I felt a impact to the limo.

It was on the right side of the car and Cam, Matt, the Jacks, and Taylor were all on the left.

I saw as the car hit us taking full impact on the right side of the car.

The limo spun out of control and we crashed into the guardrail.

I felt dizzy and saw lots of blood then the sound of sirens.

Before I knew it paramedics were taking me out of the limo and brining me to the back of the ambulance so they could examine me.

"NO! MY BROTHERS ARE STILL IN THERE PLEASE NO YOU HAVE YO HELP THEM PLEASE!!!" I screamed through tears as I saw some paramedics taking Nash and Hayes out of the car and they were both bleeding really badly and were barely breathing.

"NO!! NASH HAYES PLEASE!! NO!" I screamed crying hysterically

They called for a helicopter to rush Nash, Hayes, Aaron, and Sammy to the hospital while the others they took in ambulances.

I fell to the ground crying.

I felt two familiar pairs of arms grab me and saw Cam and Matt holding me from both sides.

Matt picked me up and brought me into the back of the ambulance that was taking us to the hospital just so they can make sure we aren't hurt.

I cried the entire way there and wouldn't let the paramedics touch me.

We got to the hospital and saw nurses and doctors frantically rushing the boys bodies from the helicopter to rooms.

I broke down again.

The nurses checked if I was okay, I just have a sprained wrist from the impact and me putting my wrist out on the seat to hold my weight. Then we were all cleared with some small injuries for some then were told to wait in the lobby.

Matt had to pick me up and carry me there because I didn't want to leave without seeing Nash and Hayes.

He brought me to the waiting room and put me down.

I sat in the corner and brought my knees to my chest and cried not talking to anyone.

•••••••••

It's been 4 hours and there still hasn't been any word of Nash or Hayes.

My crying has lessened but I still have random outbursts.

Finally the doctor came out with a saddened face and I held my breath not even wanting to hear what he had to say.

"Carpenter, Wilkinson, and Grier." He said and we all stood walking over to him

"Aaron and Sammy are making good progress and they will be able to leave soon as long as they continue to stay at good numbers. Hamilton and Benjamin-" I cut him off

"It's Nash and Hayes." I said weakly

"Sorry. Uh Nash and Hayes, are in critical condition. They took the collision full force and received the most impact. We are trying our hardest to keep them going but it's becoming a little bit of a struggle, I'm sorry. We will try our best." He said then walked away.

My heart just shattered. My knees buckled and I fell to the floor onto my knees and cried barely able to breathe.

I felt someone stand me up and hold me tightly in their arms.

"No, no, no, no, no, no, no." I said repeatedly through my tears

"Shh. I'm here." I heard Cam say.

I love Matt to death but right now I'm just happy that it's Cam.

I took my hands away from my face and hugged Cam back tightly.

"Don't leave me Cam." I replied weakly almost inaudible

"Never in a million years." He replied

I let go and went to go walk outside.

"Where are you going?" Cam asked concerned

"Outside, I need to be alone." I said

"No. Come back here. You don't need to be alone right now, you need to be comforted and have someone here for you. Come here please." Cam said almost begging

I stopped and walked back over to him as he hugged me again as I broke down crying again.

"I, c-can't, d-d-do th-t-this." I said crying hysterically into Cam's chest as he held me

He didn't say a word he just held me not letting me go even when I fought to be alone.

It was now midnight and all the boys were asleep spread across the room but me and Cam were still awake.

"Can you please get some sleep Sydney." Cam begged me

"I'm scared Cam, I can't sleep knowing that Nash and Hayes are still back there fighting for their lives." I said softly

I was sitting a few seats over from Cam because that's as far as he'd let me go to 'be alone'.

"Come here." He said

I got up and walked over to him slowly.

I got to where he was sitting and he pulled me onto his lap and wrapped his arms around me.

I nuzzled into his chest and without wanting to I fell asleep.

•••••••••

I woke up to the sound of frantic movement and Cam picking me up as he stood then putting me back down gently.

I sat up rubbing my eyes to adjust to the light then I saw Cam running down the hallway so I followed him.

We reached the end of a short hallway and saw Hayes lying in the hospital bed and his heart monitor beeping with the line slowly going straight.

"NO!" I screamed as I saw his eyes close

Cam turned around after hearing me and ran over trying to hug me.

I shoved him away and got closer to the glass as I saw Hayes' body go limp.

"Please no." I whispered crying as I put my hand on the glass.

I saw doctors run into the room and started to jump start Hayes' heart.

I watched with each shock Hayes' limp body jump with the shock until finally the heart monitor was picking up his heart beating again very slowly.

They started hooking him up to all these wires and tubes making sure his heart stays beating. 

It lasted a little bit then the line went straight again and they started shocking his body again.

It was getting hard to breathe that's how much I was crying.

"Syd lets go." Cam said taking my arm

I pulled away and stared at Hayes.

"Please Hayes, you can't leave me yet please." I begged crying

Cam came and picked me up as I fought and kicked.

"No! I need Hayes! No!" I screamed

I finally gave up and started crying even more now not even taking a breath in between each set of tears.

I wouldn't listen to what anyone was saying to me. Everything was all blurry and voices just sounded like mumbled words that I couldn't hear. With just one thought that continued to go through my head...

I'm gonna lose my entire world...