Running With Wolves || 5sos ||

Nineteen

•Luke•

Tonight was another full moon and we're all pretty nervous. Especially Becca. She was going to be staying home alone because coming into the forest with the rest of us is just too hard.

When we're hunting, which happens every full moon, we turn into literal animals. We're out for blood. Animal blood of course but if a human is near us, then we wouldn't hesitate to kill them just like we would kill a deer.

Kind of like what happened with Sky and Elliot. Sky couldn't control herself, it may of not been a full moon, but she's technically still a newborn so it's hard for her.

Michael and Sky are hunting separately tonight. Michael is going to start "training" her, since she isn't used to controlling herself just yet but by the looks of it, she'll get the hang of everything pretty quickly.

I'll be hunting with just Ashton tonight, him and I make a really good team. I mean, considering the fact that we took out that hunter Myles pretty quickly and easily I'd say we're pretty amazing.

Myles was my first kill. Hunter wise I mean. The other boys had their fair share of killings, but that was my first.
I felt bad at first for killing him, but then I realized how many of my kind he's destroyed and I got over the guilt pretty quickly.

As for Calum and Alexis, they were hunting separately too. The feeling made me sick to my stomach.

I didn't like them together. At all. Sure Calum imprinted on her, but maybe, just maybe he doesn't deserve her.

Who was the first one to see Alexis? Me. Who wasn't a dickhead to Alexis on the first day? Me. Who picked the girls up to bring them to the cottage? Me.

Who imprinted on Alexis first? Me.

I saw her first, and quickly imprinted on her, but I stupidly decided on keeping it to myself because I knew the boys would tease me for it.

But then Calum had to go all Alpha on me and told the boys and I that we were not allowed to look, talk or act weird around her. She was his.

But as we got to know her more, I realized how much shit I was getting myself into, I mean, it's obvious Alexis likes Calum a lot. Hell, she even told me. But I can't seem to get her out of my head.

A werewolf only imprints once.

But Calum has imprinted on her too, and 1. I'm pretty sure that since Alexis is now a werewolf, she has imprinted on Calum and that thought crushes me completely. And 2. Calum is an Alpha and I'm an Omega. He has automatic power and authority over me and I can't change that. All I can do is hope and pray that Alexis hasn't imprinted on Calum...

I want to be with Alexis. I'm right for her, not Calum. I don't have stupid and childish mood swings all the time. I'm not moody all the time and I'm just better than him period. I would love Alexis like she's my world because you know what? She is.

I'm going to tell her how I feel. She may think of me as just a friend or a brother, but I'm hoping to change that. I need to change it.

As I'm stripping down so I don't rip my clothes during the changing process, I look over to where Sky and Alexis are, Sky was going to be the one to help her through it because the girls thought the boys or I would try to sneak a peek and look at her naked. I wouldn't but I don't know about the others.

Changing into a wolf had never hurt me. I have absolutely no clue why. But it didn't. Yet once I heard Alexis' scream in pain, my heart felt like breaking, I never ever wanted to hear the love of my life screaming like that, but of course, that's what happens during the changing process. Your bones break and form into different ones. It's our life and you just need to get used to it.