WHY THIS DISTANCE

57| Agastya

A/N: Did I not inform you that the remaining days of may I won't be updating on wattpad because I have my upcoming exams in june and I had to submit assignments?

Guys litrally just please go and stck my stck updating history see how many times and which days I have updated chapters there and see the dates I have updated on wattpad.

Even after putting my wattpad readers first no matter how many times If you are still gonna still bash me then I guess I should also follow other author's footsteps and make my work completely paid!!

Seriously! Even Last time also I said guys I am not updating on stck but I am updating on wattpad and even after that if you are gonna hate me for not updating for week because I have upcoming exams I don't know what else I can do!

I am done being a people pleaser! You have no idea what goes in my personal life! If my parents are okay with me sending my time on this but still I am getting hate for being honest with my readers?

What did I say? "Guys I have exams in june and I have assignments to submit that's why I couldn't update early chapters on stck which has resulted in me not earning anything for the past few months, is it okay if this week I update only on stck and take a few days break on wattpad?"

As my understanding loyal readers people told me take a whole month's break and focus on your exam because my academics is more important than this and I am really extremely grateful for those people.

As for those people who are now hating me for updating 3 paid chapters on stck and saying I am not considerate for my wattpad readers what do you guys want me to do? Just update on wattpad as per your liking and tell my parents oh guys sorry I have a side hobby of writing chapters so I can't help you financially like other kids my age?

Is this a side hobby now? Do you know what hobby is? It's something you do in your free time, you don't have any obligations to anyone in your hobby but I have obligations don't I?

You will read this chapter in 2 minutes you will even read the whole book in a day but my entire day goes behind writing this!

If I was doing financially well or if I had a good background trust me I wouldn't even have considered stck in the first place but If am refusing to look for a job if I am refusing to do internship because I told my parents guys this is something I want to do please let me continue I am not considerate of my readers right?!

I am frustrated right now! No amount of crying can make me feel better if my readers are having this thoughts about me even after fighting everything for you!

You know what? Do one thing, ask your parents are they okay if you start writing books without getting paid, ask them if they are okay with you neglecting your studies for writing book, Go to your school/college for 6, 7 hours come back home, finish your homework, study if you have any upcoming exams, and write chapters for what around 3 to 4 hours I guess?

Or even better see your friends doing jobs, helping there parents financially while you are fighting with your parents to let you put your hours in something or someone who are going to forget you after a few days!

God I don't know why I am so emotional I mean I do know it's that I try not to offend any reader, always cancel my plans for this and in return when I see even a slightest of disappointment from you I just want to dig a whole and bury myself there seriously.

I can't even think of dying😂 because I don't want to die before I finish the books lol see even in this decision I am considering my readers

Anyways those who skipped this entire part happy reading!