Sorry na for the lack of updates, na-busy lang with my UAAP girlies. 🥲
Y/N's POV
Apat na taon.
Naaalala ko pa when I first met her.
It was the summer of 2021.
A mutual friend introduced us to each other.
We became friends then eventually lovers.
Ang daming nangyari sa loob ng apat na taon.
My family became yours and yours became mine.
It was a picture-perfect relationship.
Every family occasion, we were there.
We traveled a lot, together.
I was the happiest because of her.
And then the day I never thought would come, came.
Nag-away tayo, uncommon.
Nagselos ako sa kaibigan n'ya.
Imagine, mag-vivideo call sila after namin mag-usap? Madaling araw na rin 'yon.
Of course, nagtaka ako.
I confronted her about it.
She got offended.
Kaibigan n'ya lang daw 'yon.
Masyado raw akong selosa.
That was the first time I was vocal about my jealousy.
Stressed out na nga raw s'ya sa work n'ya tapos dumadagdag pa 'ko.
I ended the call out of rage.
Eventually, after a few weeks of me trying to resolve the issue, bumigay na s'ya.
Nakipaghiwalay na, a day after my birthday.
Mind you, she only sent a happy birthday message for my birthday.
Not even a call or anything which she would do annually for my birthday.
She would always make my birthday special.
But this time, no efforts were made.
I blew out the candles with the sadness of my eyes and the pain in my heart.
Alam kong bibitaw na s'ya, e.
She didn't try to communicate.
When she sent me the long message of breaking up, I collapsed to the floor and cried in the arms of my older brother.
Masakit pa rin pala kahit na I was already expecting it.
The next weeks after losing her was quite literally the hardest.
I was a struggling graduating student doing my OJT.
Tangina, ang hirap.
Every part of Manila reminded me of her.
Everything I do reminded me of her.
Even our favorite spots became the places I hate.
