With you I feel loved

Chapter 11

Jen's POV

Beau just got on the plane to LA. I'm kinda having a hard time because even tho I told him I trust him, I still can't bear the thought that he's meeting another woman there.

I don't want him to have another woman. I want him to love me. Only me. I don't want him to cheat on me.

I love him so much and now I'm pregnant I can't lose him. I will tell him right away when he comes home. I will make a surprise for him.

I will decorate a baby room! That's it! And I will blind fold him and lead him into the baby chamber.

He will realise that he can't be with the other woman anyway since we're expecting a child together. He will realise he wants to be with me.

Oh god.. I'm already thinking about him having an affair. He told me he doesn't have an affair. So I trust him. I try to trust him. I want to trust him.

I immediately drive over to Leah's house. Let's see if she wants to go with me. I haven't told her yet anyway so that would be a nice way to let her know too.

I arrived at Leah's house and Sofia opens the door. She's so cute. Right now she's 7 years old and she's a doll.

"Hi soof! Where's your mommy?? Give your auntie a hug!"

She laughs widely and runs to me for a hug. I lift her and walk inside.
I've known Leah for so long right now.. Its not weird to enter her house like this. And since Sofia doesn't answer my question, I'll have to find Leah myself.

"Are you joking Jen? I haven't seen you in years!! Where have you been girl??" Ah there she is. Found her!

"I uhh I've been busy!" I hug her and ask her straight away. "Wanna go shopping with me? I have to pick up special packages."

"Whoa mysterious.. What's it about??"
"You'll see if you come with me."
"Can Sofia come?"
"Sure!"
"Okay I'm in now tell me!"
"Wait for it, let's go."

30 minutes later at Walmart

"So what are you looking for?" Leah asks curiously.
Finally, we arrived at the baby part. I look around moving my head widely and tell Leah to do the same.

When she gets it she opens her mouth in the widest way possible.

"Are you joking??? What the...??? Jen...?? That's amazing!!! I'm gonna be an auntie too!!!!" She screams so loudly that the entire store is looking our way.

"Leah! Please keep it down a bit! People are staring!"

"Why are you screaming mommy?" Sofia asks. I kneel down in front of Sofia and tell her. "Sofi, I am going to be a mommy."

"My mommy?" She asks non-understanding.
Leah and I both laugh. "No baby, I'm going to be a mommy of my own child. Its in my belly right now but in a few months the baby will come out."

"Is it in your belly??? How does that fit? Your belly is so small!"

"But the baby is still very small too. My belly will grow and then the belly will be too small for the baby so it will come out and play with you and me and the daddy and with your mommy and daddy."

"Oohhhhh I'm going to have a new friend?! I love it!! Is it a boy or a girl?"

"We don't know that yet.. Its a surprise!"
"How can you not know if your own child is a boy or a girl?"
"That's just the way it goes honey. In the beginning, I didn't know you were a girl either." Leah explains to Sofia. 

She's stunned by the fact that she will have a new friend to play with and all happy she jumps through the store. I watch her giggle and dance as my eyes catch someone standing around the corner.

Someone is watching us... Its too dark to see so I walk closer to see who it is and why he's watching us.

Suddenly I hear a loud sound of falling things. Dammit! I hit something in my way to the person..  A stand with toys for kids. As I look up to the place where the man was standing, I notice he's gone.

I must have imagined it... I miss beau.