With you I feel loved

chapter 15

Beau's POV

I'm waiting on the airport. When I arrived I didn't see Jen.. But maybe she is in a traffic jam or whatever. So I'll just wait a little bit here.

15 minutes later

Jen still isn't here. I'm calling the home phone but she's not answering. That's a good sign, means she isn't home anymore.

I call her cellphone but she isn't replying either. That could be a sign she's in her car. We don't have hands free calling because we think that's dangerous.

What if someone makes you laugh over the phone & your eyes tear up from laughter? You can't stay focused on the road for the full 100%. And what if someone tells you some bad news? Its the same thing..

Anyways, why isn't she here? Maybe she is mad at me after all. Maybe she dumped me. Maybe she already found out about Maya and Lina.. Oh gosh, what do I do??

Should I call Leah? Maybe Jen told her something.. But maybe she will arrive in a few minutes and I don't wanna be on the phone when she arrives.

I will send Jen a text. Hope she will read it soon. I'm tired of waiting & I wanna see her. I missed her so bad.

1 hour after Beau's arrival

She's still not here. That's it, I'm getting a cab. Maybe she has a surprise for me at home and that's why she couldn't pick me up.

I'm in the cab, thinking about home. About Jennifer. I'm so curious why she wasn't there..
There must be a good explanation for it. If only she'd answer her phone..

Normally she has that think stuck into her hands 24/7 and now she hasn't been online for 2 hours! That's nothing like her...

"Yes this is me." I tell the cab driver. I pay the bill & get out of the cab. I get my suit case that's so heavy! I'm pretty strong but still I find this heavy.

I walk inside. "Babyyy I'm homeee!!" My smile is so bright you'd have to wear sunglasses if you wanna look at me..

"Babeee..?" I walk upstairs. Into our bedroom, secretly hoping she's laying here being hot and stuff. I'm disappointed when I come in. She's not here...

I walk to the bathroom. Maybe she's just bathing. I cross the hallway towards the bathroom. I walk by the small room that isn't used for nearly 2 years.

I walk past it and stop. Wait what was that?? Why did it look different? I take a few steps back and I am amazed by what I see.

Oh... my.. god.. I can't breath, I don't know whether to collapse or jump in the air or faint or cry or scream or smile..!

I see.. I see a baby room!!! Jen's pregnant!!! OMGGG!! I gotta call her immediately! I grab my phone and call her.

No response. Where the hell could she be?? I'm getting a little worried now actually..

So she's pregnant.. she wouldn't leave me then. She spend all this time on this room while I was gone, she can't walk away from me suddenly. Maybe she had an accident!! On the way to the airport...!!

I'm running towards the window to see if her car is gone.

What..? It's still there. On the parking lot there's her car. I gotta call Leah.. This is becoming strange! Where could she be??

"Hey Leah!! Gosh thank you for picking up! Is Jennifer with you?"
"Hey Beau! How is LA?? No, she isn't here, why??"
"I'm not in LA anymore. I landed in NY today. Jen would pick me up but she didn't come and she isn't at home."

A moment of silence on the other end of the line...

"What...??? That's weird!! Maybe she's at Loren's??"
"Okay, I'll call her."
"Take care!"

I don't even take the time to thank her. I have to know where Jen is..!

"Hi Loren, It's Casper. Do you know where Jennifer is? Is she with you?"
"Hey Casper! How are you? I have no idea where she is.. she isn't here. She hasn't been here for over 3 weeks.."
"Oh.. thanks anyway."

I hang up the phone. Again, I don't fully take the time to answer properly. I feel stressed right now.. I have to call more of her friends.

30 minutes later, 2 hours after Beau's arrival

So I've called Tera, Tiana, Lupe, Lynda, Leslie, Tom, Cat, Marc, Benny & both Ryans. None of hem know where Jennifer is..

Where the hell are you Jen..? I'm worried sick about you...