With you I feel loved

Chapter 10

A few weeks later

Jen's POV

I think that I'm going to tell Beau that I'm pregnant. Tonight. He's leaving to the meeting in LA tomorrow and I want to surprise him with this wonderful news!

"Baby I'm going to miss you so much when you're gone the entire week! But I'm proud of you that you got promotion!"

"Awhh thanks bear! I'm going to miss you too.. But it's for a good thing. We will have more money for our family soon. And its only for a week. I'll be back before you know it!"

He kisses me. I gotta tell him now! Let me grab the pregnancy test! I walk towards the bathroom and I actually have to pee anyway so I sit down and do my thing.

Then I overhear Beau talking on the phone with someone. He's talking suspiciously quiet... "Yeah sure I can't wait to see you. See you tomorrow? Okay take care!"

Okay who was he calling?? It sure as hell isn't a colleague because you're not talking to colleagues like that. And especially men don't.

If it was me.. Talking to a friend colleague.. It would be normal.. But guys aren't like that.

Suddenly my entire mood changed. I don't wanna tell him about this pregnancy anymore. I walk into the bedroom again and confront him. Straight away. Face to face.

"Who were you calling with?"
"I- what honey?? Nobody it was just an old friend..."
"No it wasn't."
"I swear.. Baby! Why would I lie to you??"
"You said 'see you tomorrow.' That's not what I expected of your meeting in LA..!!"

"Its a friend I will finally see after a long time! She lives in LA and I haven't seen her in months!"

"She?? Months?? Why don't I know about her and when and where have you seen her? Are you... Are you cheating on me??" I notice I'm crying.. I can't handle this..

Just when I was planning to tell him I'm pregnant, this happens.

"Baby I'm NOT having an affair with her. We went to college together and I hadn't seen her for over 5 years until a few months ago I accidentally ran into her in the super market."

And now what? You told me you have promotion just so you can go see her for a whole week and mess around with your schoolgirl crush???"

Beau's POV

"No! Baby no! I really got the promotion! Why can't you just believe me? Ain't I always honest with you??"

I feel horrible.. I'm telling one lie after another to my lil bear.. Its true.. I got promotion. But there's no business meeting in LA..

"I know Beau.. You're always honest with me. Just as I'm always honest with you. And to be honest.. I don't really believe you right now."

"Baby I swear. I'm  gonna go to this meeting and within a week I will be back. We will start our family and I will never leave you. I promise. Please baby, you HAVE to believe me. I don't love anyone else other that you." "Okay honey. I believe you. I have always believed in you and I will do the same this time. You're right. You've never lied to me so I trust in you this time too."

"Thanks bear that means a lot to me. And I wish you could come with me this week.."

"Me too baby.. But its only a week. I will be waiting for you right here. At our home."

"Yeah and we will start our family and you're gonna be the best mommy in the whole wide world!"
"I love you bear."

"I love you too lil bear."

The next morning

Beau's POV

Today I'm flying over to LA to meet up with Lina. I'm excited to meet her again and really see the belly with MY kids in it.

Last time I've seen her was 5 months ago. When I gave her my seed.

I'm wondering how her belly looks right now. I'm wondering if I can feel them move inside her tummy. That would be magical!

But on the other side.. I don't want to feel it. I want to feel it for the first time when Jen and I are expecting a baby.

Because I love Jennifer and not Lina. It will be more magical when I feel the baby or babies move inside Jennifer's belly.

Maybe I should have told Jennifer. Maybe I will later. When I come back. Yes. When I come back I will tell Jennifer. I will even introduce her to Lina.

I will fly Jennifer over to LA and let Lina and Jennifer meet.

I already told her about Lina anyway.. And she can't be mad at me. She has no reason to be. I mean, I'm not cheating on her!

I'm just helping out a friend with a child wish who can't find a man to settle with. I'm helping her becoming a single mom.

That's what friends do. They help each other. So I will just tell Jennifer and maybe she even agrees for me seeing those twins once in a while and be a part of their lives.

But if jen won't let me, I will be okay with it. That was part of the deal after all. I would give Lina my seed and I would never bother her about the baby and she wouldn't ask me for money or anything.

So if jen won't let me see the twins that's painful but okay. I will be happy with jen and the baby or babies. I love Jennifer and I would do anything to keep her. Anything.