With you I feel loved

Chapter 31 + 32

Author's Note: 2 chapters in one because once I made an author's note of a part and now the chapters and the parts aren't equal anymore. Chapter 30 for example is in my phone as Part 31. That's confusing for me with updating. For that reason this part has 2 chapters.
I hope it doesn't confuse you, and if it does, tell me.
Having that said, I hope you enjoy this story 😊
I'll let you continue reading now.

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Chapter 31
DAYS MISSING: 109

Beau's POV

There they are.
My beautiful twins, Josh and Evan.

Lina is doing great. They're all healthy and happy.

Maya is holding Evan and I'm holding Josh right now. For the first time. Lina held him the first 30 minutes. She's now taking a rest from the hard work and all the emotions afterwards.

I feel like I'm flying, holding my sweet son in my arms. He's so tiny! Its unreal! His tiny little fingers are wrapped around my giant ones. His eyes are closed for he is sleeping now.

They can go home in one hour, because everyone is healthy and they need this room again for other women to give birth in.

In one hour I'll drive them to their apartment. Maya, Lina and my beautiful boys.

One hour later

"Okay, you got him, Maya?"
"Yeah, got him, you take Evan."
"Alright. Do you need any help, Lina? Is walking okay for you?"

"Yeah. I'm fine." A nurse is helping her walk to the car.
I'm carrying Evan's Maxi-Cosi towards the car and Maya is carrying Josh's.

"Are you comfortable baby?" Maya asks Lina when we're all set and ready to go.
"Yeah, I am, thanks honey."

Lina is sitting in the middle. In between her two little miracles. I'm driving and Maya is sitting in the passenger's seat.

After 20 minutes we arrived to their home. We carry the twins inside and lay them down in the box. They look so sweet sleeping together!

I imagine them already playing together, running together. Even fighting together!
I can't wait for them to grow up. I'll take care of them, embrace them, cherish them.

I'll teach them how to walk, run, and how to cycle. I'll take them fishing and camping. I'll teach them how to play football and baseball. I'll teach them to climb trees without falling down.

Suddenly it makes me think of Jen's baby. Jennifer. She is carrying our baby. If she is even still alive right now.

God. This tears me apart.

Just the rollercoaster of emotions is exhausting. First I'm all happy and full of joy because of my boys and the next moment I'm devastated because of Jen. Not knowing what happened to her kills me.

Just, how is it possible? How can a person disappear from one day to another... Without leaving a single sign of life behind.

Just like that. Bam. Poof. Gone.

How? Why? I just want some f*cking answers!!
It's getting about time that I find her! Alive or dead, I must find her!! Cost what it cost, I must and I will find her!