Chapter 37: Douchebag

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~Kenzie's POV~
"He was my dad." He said. I know about him. Robert told me about Austin's dad. I look over at Austin. I caught his gaze. In his eyes, he looks broken. His eyes started to water so he looked down and blinked away the tears. I think. I have never seen Austin cry. Not even his eyes water.

"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." I said. He nodded but still was looking down. I look at the side of his face and seen him blink really fast. I think he was blinking away the tears.

"Can I hug you?" I don't know why I said that but it was all I could spit out. "Please" He responded. He looked over at me with his broken eyes. I got up and opened my arms. He bit the side of his lip and got up.

His body crashed on mine. My arms are around his waist and his around my mid back. I can feel him a bit tensed but it wearing down.

I feel my shirt damp a bit. I pull my head back to look over at my shoulder. I see Austin on my shoulder. Not wanting to look at me.

He is cry. Austin Mahone is crying! The most wanted guy in America, is crying on my shoulder! The toughest guy I know is crying.

He hugs me a bit tighter which make me jerk towards him. I can feel that he is broken. I sense it. I rub his back for comfort. I hate seeing him like this. I feel like I wanna cry.

If Austin is crying, then I wanna cry. Call me weird, but that's how I feel.

"Its okay Austin. I am here for you." I said softly in his ear. His hug feels lighter than it was. I moved his head and his chin is on my shoulder. "Thank you." He said in a raspy voice. It drove me crazy.

I turn my head to the side and all I see is his check and the end of his eye. I puckered my lips and kiss him on his check lightly. "Its gonna be okay babe." I said. We been hugging for a pretty long time. More than 20 minutes I believe.

When I feel upset for someone I will call them babe and help feel better. But I also meant it.

He let's go of me and looks at me. His eyes were a bit puffy. His eyes are broken but also looked alive.

He looks at my lips and licks his lips. He looks in my eyes.

He is making me go crazy.

I just look in his eyes. We are face to face. Inches away from each other. "I like the word babe." He said. I smirk. "Yeah?" I questioned. He smiles lightly. It looks like he is gaining his color back. "And the kiss." He said. Even when austin is upset, he will still be the Austin I know.

"Okay." I said playing along with his games. He smiles a little smile. There is an awkward silence between us. I decided to break the silence.

"Do you feel better?" I asked. He nodded yes. "Yeah. By the way, thank you. I need a hug." He said. "Your welcome." I said and smiled. He sat back down on his bed and sighed really loud. I sat next to him.

"How long have you been playing?" I asked trying to make conversation. "For as long as I could remember. I stopped since...you know...when he left." He said softly. "Oh okay." I said. "I still play but not in front of anyone. He was the only one to hear me." He added.

I build up enough courage to ask,"Can I hear you play?" He looked straight at me. "I promise I won't judge." I said. He looked around. "Okay." He said.

He said okay. I feel butterflies in my stomach. I start feeling nervous.

He pulls out his guitar and sets it on his lap. He starts playing. I start hear the beat to it. It was the same one I heard when I was at the door.

I love it.

~Austin's POV~
I am playing the guitar in front of Kenzie. I play Heart In My Hand. I am too scared to look at her. I know I suck. I know that if you don't play guitar in a long time, you will lose it.

I get close to the end and I don't dare to look at her. She probably thinks I am bad. I move my hand to strum the guitar. I reach the last part and stop. I keep looking at my guitar, not looking at her.

"Austin?" She said. "Get out." I said. I face her. She has a confused look. "I said to get out." I repeated. "Austin, What? No." She said trying to fight me.

"Get out now." I said a bit angery. I grab her by her wraist and pull her pull. "Austin stop! Your hurting me!" She said. I pull her closer to the door. "Stop!" She said.

Is swing the door wide open. "Give me space." I said. She didn't say anything but tried to get out of my grip. "Stop! Your hurting me Austin!" She said.

It hurts me to know that o am hurting her but I need her to get out.

I get her out the room and slam the door straight in her face. I hear her outside the door. I walk towards my bed. I can't believe I just kicked her out.

What I did is wrong. I know that! I get it! I just know what she was going to say something but I could bare to hear the words.

I am a douchebag.

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Hello cupcakes,
I finally updated! Yay!! But I know it sucks but I tried to make it interesting. There might be some mistakes. I am too lazy to fix it. I hoped you enjoyed it!

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