Kiddnapped by Austin Mahone

Chapter 53: Doesn't Want Me

Kenzie POV

"A-Austin?" I choked in my tears. My heart is beating really fast, my fingertips are numb, and I feel my cheeks turning red. I wanted to jump to him and leap in his arms and tell him how happy I am to see him but my body does not move. It's like, I suddenly turned into stone.

"Baby." He said. His eyes always turned soft when he looked at me, oh how I missed how he looks at me.

He turns to me and walks over to me. He reaches over to me and pulls me in a tight hug. He looks at me, directly in the eyes and kisses my forehead, "Kenzie, I've missed you." His eyes glistened. I couldn't wrap my head around the fact that he is standing in front of me, alive. He hugs me again and I'm still standing as a statue. My arms can't even go around him.

"Baby what's wrong?" He asked, standing tense in front of me. I put my hand over my belly as I feel my baby kick. His baby kick. Austin's and I's baby kick. I begin to feel light headed as so many emotions run through me. I tried to focus on his facial detail but the everything becomes dark.

Austin's POV

"Austin, she will be okay. She just passed out. Zach is coming with the alcohol." Robert tries to soothe me but nothing was making me feel better.

She didn't hug me back. Her eyes didn't change the way they use to when she looked at me. Her breathing wasn't relaxed the minute I hugged her like before. Hell. She didn't smile when she saw me. It was like she changed completely. The Mafia probably rewired her to hate me.

As Zach comes in with the alcohol, I rubbed her belly. This is my kid. Her and I are going to be parents. We are going to have a baby.

"She's waking up." Zach said as her eyes opened. I stopped moving my hand but left it on there. Her eyes jolted as soon as she felt my hand on her belly. She slapped my hand away from her belly and looked at me crazy. At least I know she still has her sass.

"Don't rub my belly." She said harshly. The way she said that didn't sound like the Kenzie I knew before.

She tries to sit up but Robert tries to push her back down, "Kenzie don't get up to fast. Take your time." He said soothingly. She looked at him angrily, "Don't tell me what to do." She snapped as she got up and stood over us. She put her hands in front of her belly.

"Where's Luke?" She asked. I felt my stomach drop to the floor. Luke? She wants Luke?

I finally get her back and she wants to know where someone else is? I save her and she wants someone else? I missed her so much and cried about her for her to only want someone else? What is wrong with me? I tried to get her back and she wants Luke? My heart is breaking to see this. I get up and turn away from her. I can't bare to look at her. She doesn't want me as much as I want her.

"Hello? I said where is Luke? I know you guys speak English." She said impatiently. I realized that she didn't want me. She wants Luke.

"He's down to the second door to the left." I whispered. I can feel Robert and Zach stare at me.

"Thank you. Goodbye." She said as she walked away. I turned around only wishing that I didn't see her walk away from me but I did. I look at Zach and pointed at the door. He read my mind and followed her out the door.

"Austin, you alright?" Robert asked. I sat down on the bed and sunk my head in my hands. "She's just confused and has pregnant hormones running through her. Just give her a minute."  Roberts tried to comfort me.

"But how long do I give her. Robert for hell sakes, she's carrying my kid! That's my baby and she wouldn't even let me touch her stomach!" I began to stand up, I can feel the adrenaline run through my veins. "She doesn't want me! She wants Luke!" I said as I felt the vein pop out of my neck. "Robert that's my kid!" I said now with tears running down my face. I fall back to the bed.

"Robert. I've cried over Kenzie when she was gone. I didn't want anything but to have her back here, with me." I said as my voice begins to crack and soften. "How much longer do I have to wait until she is back?" I cried. Robert hugs me as I cried.

"Rob, I went through a whole depression mood when she was gone, she never left my mind. I always wanted her here, safe." I cried even more. "And now that she is carrying my kid. My only child. I can't and couldn't be there with her when she went through the whole pregnancy. She was with Luke." I said as I wiped the tears away. "Luke is her new home. She doesn't want me, she wants Luke." I somewhat whispered, my voice wasn't strong anymore. Robert didn't say much but just let me rant.

But it is true. Kenzie doesn't love me no more, she loves Luke. He would probably be a better father than me too. If she would just give me a chance, I could show her how much of a good dad I could be. I would be the best dad ever. I would love to be a dad. I wanted to be parents with Kenzie and hope they come out with her smile. And Kenzie would be a perfect mom. She is the best mother instinct. The minute I got to know her, I wanted her to be the mother of my kids.

But now she doesn't want me as her kid's father.