Kiddnapped by Austin Mahone

Chapter 48: Girl Or Boy

*7 months and 2 weeks later*

~Kenzie's Pov~

"Look at your belly!" Sarah admired, I smiled. I rubbed my big belly. "I counting down the days to go." Luke said, he scooted closer to my belly and kissed it. He roamed his hands over my belly. I smiled at his affection.

"You are getting so close to becoming a father." Calum said. "That's my kid." Luke smiled proudly.

I die a little knowing that it's really not his kid. It's Austin's. I wonder if Austin would be excited or as proud as Luke is.

"Can I be the godmother?" Sarah gushed, I giggled at her comment. "Of course." Luke and I said at the same time. "Oh and I could be the godfather." Calum and whined. "I can give him or her anything she or he wants." Calum rambled. I giggled at him,"Oh course you can." Luke said, he smiled at him. He was letting his imagination get to him. Luke was moving his hands around my stomach.

"Oh look! She's kicking." He screamed. Calum sat up and stared at my stomach. I can feel his kicks. "Luke what if it's not a girl. Don't assume it's gender." Calum corrected as he watched. I just smiled. "I know but I want a girl." Luke smiled. He was focused on my belly.

After 7 months, Luke and Calum has got very close. Calum and I also got close but not as close as Luke and Calum. We told everyone in the house that Luke and I were going to be parents. I couldn't say that I was pregnant with Austin child, they would have killed me.

After the news, Ashton has become nicer but has become very distant. He became quiet and he isn't abusive. I don't know what has got into him. He has also been supportive with the news. He tries to avoid me at times and it get awkward when him and I are in a room alone. But Luke tries not to leave my side. He doesn't trust Ashton. He is afraid he might hurt "his" baby.

Micheal didn't care. He supports us but he gets more drunk by the minute and shows no emotion towards us. I'm pretty sure he has a hangover right now but later on in the night, he will drink all night. He also started to sleep around with girls. He covers his identity, takes them to a run down motel and does his actions there. It's gross because he likes to brag about it too. Luke tries to assure me he will change once the baby is in our arms. I really hope so, I don't my child near Mikey when he is drunk.

Calum is just as excited as I am. He had apologized for all the things he did to me in the past and for the inappropriate things he said. Calum wasn't all bad. He confessed to me that he only tries to act bad in front of Ashton. I forgave him for everything. I can't hold a grudge. Calum and I became friends after that. He has actually bought things for the baby. He has bought the baby clothes and toys and bottles and so much things. He likes to repeat the word sorry to me. He can't get over the things he has done to me in the past. Every now and then he will apologize.

Luke and I became a couple. We decided to after a couple of weeks of the dream I had. I was very hesitant but Luke assured me he wouldn't hurt me. Luke and I are going to parents and we are both okay with it. He is extremely happy with the decision. I love him but I will always love Austin. He was my first. I will never stop loving him. But for right now I'm with Luke and I love him. Luke is willing to sign the presence of the father on the birth certificate. Luke has been such a great person. He loves the child like it his.

Luke has helped me get over the death of Austin. I wonder what his funeral looked like? Did he even have a funeral? I wonder how Michele took the news that her only child is dead? The word gives me chills. I always hated that word. My heart breaks for her. She trusted me to love her son and to bring him back. But I failed her. There's not a day I don't think about her. Does she know about my pregnancy with her son? I wonder if she would be happy about the news? Would she be mad? I wonder her reaction once she finds out. I can't think of his mom. It hurts too much.

On other note, Sarah and I became best friends. She has helped me with a lot. She has gave the news to Robert, Zach and Alex. She tells me that they support me and they are happy for me. But she hasn't been in contact with them. Ashton found out and he went psychotic. After he showed his rage I went to bed with a scar on my right arm and a bruise on my right cheek. Luke has let that one down. Ashton didn't know I was pregnant at the time and tries to make up with things that I can hold. Since the news he has turned to way he is now.

When Sarah did visit The Crew and told them about the news, she had told me that Robert was so happy he cried. She said that he was happy about going to be an uncle and cried. I get a teary eye when I imagine his reaction. I miss Rob, a whole lot. She also one day brought a small teddy bear home which was something Rob bought for the baby. But I kinda like to hug when I go to bed. When I first held it, it smelled like his cologne and the house. I cried when I smelled it. I wonder how they are. I wonder how they took the news when Austin died.

Zachary was jumping in joy, she said. He was happy. She said that he almost passed out when he found out. She told me that he said that Austin would have been happy. Zach was a good friend. I miss him too. He told Sara to make sure that I knew that he sleeps in my old bed sometimes. It makes me wanna cry when I found out. I wonder if they know that I dream of them sometimes. I dream of the past with them. Zach sent many stuff. But the thing that I liked the most was photo album that he bought. It had a pictures of Austin and one or two of me.

Alex. Oh boy. Alex was extremely happy. He was crying along side with Robert. She said that he was going to be the godfather no matter what I say. He was very happy when she told him the news. I liked how supportive the crew was. Alex sent me things like baby clothes and a necklace. It was a necklace for the me. It was a white puka shell necklace. It was Austin's old necklace. Sara said it was a necklace he would wear everyday when he was younger. I cried when I found out. I thanked Sarah when she gave it to me. But Sara would come home with something new. It was either pampers, clothes, bottles, toys, shoes and anything for a baby. When I look at the stuff they brought it would bring tears to my eyes.

"What if we go shopping today and then go somewhere to eat?" Calum suggested. I got excited, I wanted to see the outside world again. I haven't seen grass for a long time. I haven't seen the sky for a long time either. Almost 8 months to be exact.

"Yes. We should totally do that." Sarah smile widely, I nodded agreeing with her. "Okay well you guys go get ready." Luke said. "Don't have to tell me twice." Sarah said. She got up and ran to go get ready. Calum laughed at her actions. I always felt like Calum had a crush on Sarah.

"I'm going to go and change out of my pjs." Calum said and left Luke and I alone. "Lets go get ready princess." Luke said as he gets up from the bed. "It's kinda cold outside. Make sure to wear something warm. I don't want both of my princesses to be cold." He said sweetly. His accent was strong this morning.

"Okay. Once I have a boy, I'm going to tell you called him "princess" when he was in my tummy." I laughed. "WE. Once WE have a boy." He corrected. When Luke said stuff like that, it bring joy to me. It shows that he really loves me.

I walk up closer to Luke and kissed him on the lips. He made it more passionate. I stopped to look at him. "What was that for, love?" He asked with a big smile. "To show you that I love you and love how accepting you are to have a kid with me." I said, he smiled. He kissed me and I kissed him back.