She Doesn't Care . (Being Edited)

I Hate My Life . ; Chapter Ten .

I have A LOT of work to do . Not that I’m going to , but I really should . I’m already failing Business and Marketing , besides the fact that I’m skipping that final , and I’m failing Twenty First Century , AND History .

And yet , Wattpad is dragging me away from caring .

So , I’m gonna upload , and than write some more so my mum thinks I’m doing my essay and brochure that was due yesterday . LOL .

Pay attention in school , kids . It’s not worth failing over . (;

Any whom .

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Also , listen to that song over there . >

It's pretty damn good , if I do say so myself .

On top of that ,

Thanks to everyone whose reading , voting , and commenting!

I’m number thirteen on the Other list , and number thirty-seven on the Non-Fiction list . (:

I wish there was a better category for this story , but I’ll deal .

　

　

　

　

Danny broke up with his girlfriend . Said it was to hard with her living in a different town .

I was happy , I mean . Why would I be ? Him breaking up with her meant that he should have come straight to me .

And he did .

But .

Why the fuck would I get with him again ?

I could see getting back with him if hr broke up with her because of me .

Because he missed me .

Because he couldn’t stop thinking of me .

Anything .

But no , he only came back to me because I was an instant rebound chick . And I was all too aware of it .

But , I did it anyway . I mean , he must have felt something for me . He did not too long ago, and you don’t just lose feelings like that .

Do you ?

Because , I still had feelings for him .

But apparently , at that point ? He felt nothing for me .

I figured that our later, when he said he still had serious feelings for his ex-ex-girlfriend .

The one he was dating right before we got together , the first time .

　

At that point , he should have just stabbed me . It’d probably feel a lot better .

Might’ve even taken me out of my misery .

　

Needless to say I went into the summer fucked up on drugs , drunk in hard alcohol , and starving myself again .

I didn’t care what happened to me .

　

I think it would have just been easier for everyone if I would have just killed myself , than .

My friends would have just forgot about me .

My mother would’ve been happier .

My sister would probably cry for about a week , than be indifferent .

And my would probably think I’d be better like that .

- I knew he was aware that I had problems going on , but he wasn’t the type of person to ask if I needed help . Not that I would’ve accepted anyway .

Everyone in my family is way to fucking independent .

I should of just killed myself .

Not because of Danny , or Corey .

Just because I hated my life , and it hated me .