Up Till Now . ; Chapter Seventeen .

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Dedicated to an absolute sweetheart .

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 This is REALLLYY short  , but I’m leaving in like , fifteen minutes so I figured I’d whip something up really fast .

When I get back, I’ll make a longer chapter and a special chapter, because I haven’t updated since like, two days ago or something .

My mother wasn’t too happy about us leaving my Uncle’s, but what could she do?

Nothing, she was a thousand miles away, and she couldn’t do anything.

Those days were great.

I was so messed up, all the time.

And I hardly noticed I had issues, unless I actually thought about them.

But what can I tell you?

I was born to be fucked.

I don’t remember too much besides always passing out, and waking up hours later with no clue about anything.

I wish I had a clue.

I wish I knew that doing everything I loved, would ruin me in the end.

Hell, it was ruining me than, never mind now.

But what can I say?

I didn’t care.

Never did, never will.

I just wish I could go back, and relive it all over again.

Do it the way I know my life could have been.

With a family that cared, a stable mind, and not addicted.

But at that point, I didn’t know.

I didn’t know anything at all. I was young, I was stupid, and I didn’t ever stop to think about how I would be affected in the end.

Never mind stopping to think what I was doing to my mind and body.

Maybe I do care, just a little.

But I loved my life up till this point.

Up till coming here.

Up till being forced to do shit, that I don’t want to do.

Up till not being able to live my life.

Up till meeting you.

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