That Poor Girl [On-Going]

Poor Girl : 29

Geez. I hope things will go fine. I don't know what i'm feeling. I'm in the middle. I don't know what to choose, wait let me rephrase it, I don't know what to choose, if I have them nga? What if kung hindi naman or wala naman?
O yeah, no assurance for me,  there is always "what if" Hindi ko na alam. Ugh!

What if I leave now to their house? Tutal nonsense na rin yung pagtira ko sa bahay nila. I can live on my own, because I have my savings.

And it is very big. Since i'm Fourteen, my parents gave us a allowance per month worth 100,000. And I think they gave us a allowance that is so very big is it because Ate Althea expense more.

And i'm that thankful that even they're ignoring me, they still gave me my needs. And it's funny that i'm their child but they treat me like a somebody.

After my class has been dismissed, I hurriedly go to THEIR house and get some stuffs that I need and my money.

I have my 2 luggages, my bagpacks, and handbags. I look at my cellphone and find a place, and I found a condo near from school. I got a taxi and I go to the office of condo to talk. If i can avail.

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And now, i got my own place. Live for free. I started cleaning my place. This condo is not big tho, not small it's exact to live for. Actually it's bit expensive, but atleast, I know I have for myself this unit.

And i'm finally happy. Haha. Bahala sila sa buhay nila. Siguro naman masaya na sila, dahil wala na ako. Sana makuntento na sila. Goodluck nalang sa 'blacksheep' ng pamilya nila, na ako.

The wifi here is free so i'm goinh to surf the net, though i'm not a fan of net. Haha. Still I had my accounts.

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Yeah! Another day, I can go walk nalang to go university and yeah I forgot next day na is our pageant. My things for pageant is here. Kaya nga I bring a luggages  to put all the stuffs. Haha. Swear! Ang dami.

I'm done with my morning rituals and get my stuffs and ready to go.

I go to HS building and go to my section. Hahaha. But before I could pass from room, I see Lena, watching far from me.

"Good morning Lena." I said and plastered a smile.

"Wow. Ganda ng umaga mo huh?" She said with her voice full of sarcasm. Aha! She's teasing me? Really? Bring it on Lena.

"Yeah, but now I see your face, hindi na." I said, gladly. Lol.

"What th-- what did you just say?!" Wow. Napapaenglish sya kapag nagagalit? Wow. Just wow.

"Are you deaf? O nagbibingihan ka lang talaga?" I said and smirk at her.

"Ugh! Shut up Alexandra, hindi ka parin naman pinapansin ng magulang mo, kahit nasa mansion ka pa." Marami siyang alam, kasi may nagpakalat dito nung istoryang yun dito sa School. Sino nagpakalat? Ate ko si Althea. Pero hindi ako galit sa kanya neither sa parents ko. They chose to treat me like this. It's their choice. And I respect their choice.

"Dream on Lena." Though, gusto kong sabihin na wala na ako sa mansion nila, na nay sarili na akong unit, but I want a privacy.

Kailangan ba lahat dito sa university nakakaalam?

She will going to slap me but her hands did not touch my face because I grip her wrist. Serves you right, Lena.

"Ugh! Magbabayad ka rin!" She said while trying to release her wrist to my grip. And habang pumipiglas siya, lalo kong hinigpitan ang pagkakakapit ko sa wrist niya. Tss.