That Poor Girl [On-Going]

Poor Girl : 38

Alexandra's Pov

Nagising ako ng masakit ang ulo ko. Anong nangyari?

Napabalikwas ako sa pagkakahiga ko ng makita ko na maraming naka men in black sa loob ng marangyang kwarto na pinagdalhan sakin.

Are they going to kill me? Is it all about business, or what?

May pumasok na lalaki in his dark blue polo, and black jeans, mukhang konting taon lang ang itinanda niya sakin at ngumisi. Ang gwapo niya, at parang pamilyar ang kaniyang mukha.

"Hey there, Alexandra." Sabi ng lalaki na agad na nagtaasan ang balahibo ko.

Shit! How the fuck did he know my name?

"W-who are you?" I asked bravely.

Please God, help me.

"Hey hey, not too fast. But i'm Alesander James Ferrer." Sabi niya.

"Then?" I arch my brow.

He was about to speak but an old man cut him as he enters the room.

"Shut your goddamn mouth, Alesander." Sabi nung matandang lalaki. And Alesander, and the old man really looked alike.

Gods! Ano ba itong pinasukan ko?
As I remember, hinahanap ko lang si Josh kanina, pero bakit na ako nandito?

"You're here cause we need to win you back from your evil family." Ani Alesander, na nakapagpainit ng dugo ko sa kanya.

"What are you talking about? And excuse me! My family isn't evil!" Sabi ko ng naluluha.

What the fck is this shit?

"Really? Your family isn't evil? How come? They used to ignored you. They treat you nothing, but as a bastard!" Sigaw sakin ni Alesander.

What? Me? A bastard? Lalo akong naluha. Ano 'to pasabog na naman sa buhay ko?

**
Third Person's Pov

"Really? Your family isn't evil? How come? They used to ignored you. They treat you nothing, but as a bastard!" Alesander said, speaking to Alexandra.

"B-bastard? W-what do you mean by that?!" Her voice broke as she asked that to Alesander.

"Ganyan ka ba talaga? Ha, Alexandra? Don't you get it? Masyado kang nabubulag pagdating sa pamilya mo! Lagi mo silang iniiwasan pero mahal mo parin sila! What a saint of you Alexandra!" Alesander shouted with full of sarcasm.

The old man, command the men in black suits to get out from the room. For they privacy, perhaps?

"Hey, Son. Stop." The old man said for Alesander to stop.

"I will, dad." Alesander replied as he calmed himself from nagging and panthing.

"Still, di mo sinagot ang tanong ko!" Alexandra shouted.

"You sure, that you're one of the Kim?" Alesander asked, as Alexandra stop from nagging.

Natigilan ito, but she slowly nod her head, "Yes, I'm sure. May kapatid ako at kamukhang kamukha ko siya." She insisted.

"You're not." The old man said, and that made Alexandra cried so hard.

"No... no... no!" Alexandra cried.

"If you're not believing us, then go to your evil family, and ask them, young lady."Alesander said as he open the door.

No second thoughts, Alexandra ran far from them and quickly grab a taxi.

While in taxi, her mind is pre-occupied.

How could a life's a mess like this? Alexandra thought.

What if, i'm a bastard? And i'm not a 'Kim'? That thought made Alexandra's pre-occupied.

**

When the taxi, finally arrived to the Kim's residence, Alexandra gave more enough money to the taxi driver than the real cost. She didn't tend to wait for the change.

She just ran over the main gate, and unhessitantly push the doorbell.

The guard let her in, and she go to the office, where her father either her mother is staying.

When she finally got there, she quickly pushed the glass door of the office and walk noisily until she got her father's attention.

"What are you doing here?" Her father said, with no emotion.

I think I have already clue. She concluded.

"Where's Mom?" She asked, rudely.

"She's not here." Her father replied, coldly.

"Then call her, right away. As well as your only daughter. Right? Dad?" She said, and smirked bitterly.

Mister Kim's eyes widened.

"What now, Alexandra?!" He asked in a raising voice, signaling that he doesn't like the word he heard.

"I'm not your daughter aren't I?" Alexandra said while her voice is starting to break.

"Alejandro, Alexirinia's sick---" Misis Kim wasn't able to finish her word to Mister Kim as she see Alexandra.

"Hey there, Misis Kim. Nice to see you again." Alexandra said as if she's not crying. She just keep smiling though her heart is slowly breaking into tiny pieces.

"You, Misis and Mister Kim, I just only need your confirmation. Please be merciless as that merciless is truth. Am I really a Kim?" Alexandra said as her nose is red, because she's now sobbing.

Both eyes widened as Alexandra asked that question.

"Where did you get that, Alexandra?!" Mister Kim shouted.

"Just answer the damn question!" Alexandra shouted back. As she cried so hard.

"No! You're not a Kim! You're just a bastard!" Misis Kim confirmed and Alexandra even cried more.

"Kassandra!" Mister Kim shouted to Misis Kim.

"Fine, I'm just a bastard. But do you guys love me? Do you ever care for me? Do you ever look for me? Do you ever think of me? Do you ever felt bad for me? Do you sometimes felt awe in me? Do you once, treat me as your child? Do you ever treat me as one of Kim?" Alexandra asked as her voice broke.

For the first time, The Kims felt awe for Alexandra. The Kims doesn't even utter a single word. They don't want to lie to Alexandra, but they also don't want to hurt Alexandra. So they just shut their mouth.

"Haha. Well, as expected. But, thank you for all. For good times and in bad times. Thank you for lending your name to me. Sorry for all the mess I've done, and promise, this will be the last time you will see my face ever. And please tell to Alexirinia, I always love her, though she hates me. And please take care all of yourself, mostly to my only sister, Alexirinia. Thank you." Alexandra said as she cried and her voice broken.

She turned back at Kims, and open the door and she see, Alexirinia, standing and shock is written all over her face.

"I love you, Ate. Though you hate me. Now you can have all the attention you want. Thank you for being a sister for me. Always take care. And sorry, for the last time." She said her last word to Alexirinia, and go downstairs as she leave the Kim's Residence.

When she's running, she stop and for the last time, she stare to the house she grow and live.

Bye, Kims.