That Poor Girl [On-Going]

Poor Girl : 37

After nung kasunduan namin ni Joshriel, e inihatid na nya ako dito ngayon sa condo ko.

Nagugulumihanan rin ako. I know, this might be complicated, pero what if kung mag-work 'tong deal namin right? Hindi natin masabi.

Pero tama nga bang pumayag ako sa deal? May part kase sakin na nagsasabi na, it is right to accept his deal. Kasi, it might help me to forget kenneth. But in the other hands, there is a part of me saying that i shouldn't had accept his deal. Kasi, parang tinatakbuhan ko yung mga nangyayari sakin. I'm coward after all. I don't want to be alone again. It sucks.

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Another day rolled quicker than I expect. I do my morning doings. After i'm done with my doings, I decided to go school.

I was about to leave my place, when someone press the doorbell. I open the door. And i see Joshriel wearing a smile from ear to ear.

I didn't expect to see Joshriel. What the hell is he doing here? It's too early. But well, he's my classmate so it's not early for him.

"Good Morning Riana." Oooh. Riana sounds good for me.

"Good Morning Josh." I greeted him as well.

"Let's Go?" He said. I can see his smiles, no. Genuine smile. Why is he happy? I think he is too happy para lang masira ng mood ko yung vibes nya. Dapat maging masaya rin ako. Ayokong pati sya ay mahawa sa bad vibes na meron ako.

Bumaba na kami papuntang car park. Nandun kasi yung car ni joshriel.

Joshriel opens the car of the front seat, for me to seat beside him. How sweet of him right? Hahaha.

"Thanks." and i sit.

"Anything for you my girl." My girl? It is really awkward for me. Duh? For heaven sake! We're just new! But I think I should be fond to his sweetness.

Ganto rin kaya sya sa mga naging flings nya? Ugh! Stop overthinking!. Though I know na marami na sya naging flings, I need to trust him. He's willing to change naman eh. Kaya nga he made a deal with me, cause he badly want to change.

"Thanks." I reply to him.

He starts the engine of his car, and he drives going to our university.

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Parking Lot

We just had arrived here at university. And i'm not wondering kung bakit ganoon na lamang ang mga titig ng mga schoolmates namin. Isang almost perfect na lalaki? Kasama ng isang wala lang? Hahaha. The fvck lang.

"Just don't mind them my girl." Then he kiss my forehead. I found it sweet. Very sweet.

"Alright."

"Lets go?" I nodded, and he hold my hands.

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Nakarating na kami sa loob ng classroom namin. Remember? Classmate namin sila? Muahaha. Na dating hindi ko alam.

Nakita ko si Kenneth. Ano ba dapat I react ko? Dapat ko ba syang iwasan o maging civil nalang ako sa kanya? What to doooo?!

"Chill my girl." He hold my hand and I felt relieved.

"Thanks." I said, as I kiss him to his cheek.

Our seat were far from each other. So we parted ways. I'm on the backest part of Class 3A. No wonder kung bakit inilagay ako rito, duh. I'm not good at socializing.

Someone poke me at my back.

I tilted my head and

"Patricia....." Ibsaid.