|Felt like updating. Had hella ideas soo Enjoy!|
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Today, me and my girls decided to hang out all day. Just to get our minds off of the boys for now. Don't get me wrong, I miss Rihmeek.. ALOT. But, I need to clear my head. That's why i'm here. To empty my mind.
After I had a shower, I lotioned up and grabbed a thong and bra. I tied my robe and checked my phone, which was full of notifications.
5 messages from Meek.
1 text from Jelani.
2 from Tyrone.
2 from Ray.
Ray is another close friend of mine.
(A/N You will get to know him real soon)
But what caught my eye was Meek's name. It was cute how much he sent me, but I really need to free my mind from things. Its what's best for both of us.
I answered Jelani's message.
Lani: Hey sis. You okay?
~ Yea i'm fine. Thanks for asking xx
I sent it and scrolled down to Tyrone's name.
Ty: Hey nic. You back in Philly already?
~ Yes. I just got back last night
Then I went through my long list of contacts and found Ray's name.
Ray: Yo nicki. You straight?
~ Yea i'm cool.
Then I found Meek's text messages. They read:
Hey babygirl. You good? Anyways I know your probably not gonna answer, but j want u to know that I never meant to treat you how I did. I'm sorry I really am.
You know ur my first EVERYTHING. I never meant to do you how I did. I miss you, Queen. Come back.. please?
Nicki?
Baby I know you have these messages by now.
Just know that I ain't giving up on u at all. I love you soooooooooo much xxx
I smiled slightly. I didn't know how to respond so I saved it until later. I locked my phone and went for some clothes to wear.
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The boys was telling me that we should go chill for the day. To take our minds off of things. I finished creaming my body, so I grabbed a pair of ethika boy shorts, locked my door and used my phone.
I scrolled down to the text message I sent to Nicki. No answer. Hm that's weird.
I figured that she must still be asleep, so I left it. For now. I put my phone on the bed and looked for clothes to wear. I picked out a black and white DC hoodie, black jeans and some DC pumas. I brushed my hair.
Usually, Nicki would be the one to do it, or willing to do it. But she wasn't here with me. I don't blame her for wanting to clear her mind, but I really missed her.
I gathered myself and put some chains on. Not too much and not too many.
"NIGGA!!?" Chino yelled from downstairs. I shot up at the sound of his voice.
