Don't Tell Nash

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~Rachel's Pov~

I felt a little bit bad when Nash left and all the boys where following him so I stopped Shawn before he could leave and asked him if he could tell Nash that I didn't mean to hurt him. He said yes of coarse, me and Shawn are really close he is one of Nash's close friends so I kind of grew up with him. He was always there for me when Nash and I got into fights about Hayes or something. Nash thinks that Hayes just left us but I know that he is doing something that saves other people, even though Nash doesn't show it he really does love me and Hayes and just wants the best for us.

~Nash's Pov~

I walked out and went to my apartment the rest of the guys went back to Aaron's. My eyes filled with tears and the truth is I don't even know why for some reason what Rachel said really hurt me. Maybe it was because it was true, I really don't know but i feel really angry with her and again I have no idea why.

Someone walked in and i wiped my eyes before they could see me it was just Shawn so I knew I didn't have anything to worry about, me and Shawn are really close so are him and Rachel so I knew she told him to tell me something. He started talking "she says shes really sorry, and she didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I think she just doesn't want you to ruin things with her and Cameron you know?"

"yes I know but I just don't know why she was so defensive I always make those jokes and usually she laughs. I am mad for some reason and I don't know if i can talk to her for at least now. I don't know why I feel this way but I do. I just feel really... really sad I guess, she has never said anything like that to me before." i said

"I know man but we kind of did invade her space."

"Well why did she just take it out on me then?"

"Because your her brother, listen man siblings fight and they get over it. It'll be alright don't worry about it."

I sighed and nodded my head I knew it was true but I was still sad.

~The Next Day~
~Cameron's Pov~

Rachel was still asleep so i decided i'd make her breakfast. When I was finished I put her pancakes on the tabled next to her. She looked so cute when she was sleeping. She woke up and smiled.
"I forgot your the one that cooks." she laughed and I smiled at her.

"yeah thats why I'm the only one with food in my fridge. Everyone else just gets McDonalds or TacoBell."

"OMG TACOBELLLLLL!" she screamed

I laughed "so I'm guessing you like TacoBell?"

"Are you kidding I love TacoBell, TacoBell is bæ!"

"Haha yeah I guess you could say that."

"What do you not like TacoBell?"
she asked

"Oh are you kidding I love TacoBell!"

"Can we go?"

"Do you not want pancakes?"

"You know what I want pancakes tomorrow!" she laughed

"Okay fine with me." I smiled

She looked relieved. Like she didn't want to hurt my feelings but truthfully I wasn't in the mood for pancakes either. She kissed me and went and got her cloths.

"Its going to be a little cold today." I warned her.

"Kk can I wear one of your sweatshirts?" she asked

"sure you look good in them."

"she put on a pair of white jeans, floral boots with black leg warmers, and my black and white tie-dyed sweatshirt and a white bandana." she looked so adorable I loved it.

We went to Nash's room and I was honestly scared to see what was going to go down I know Nash and he most likely wont make a big deal about what happened, but he was pretty upset last night. After Rachel fell asleep I went to check on him and he was in his room just sitting there crying.

~Rachel's Pov~

We went over to Nash's room and went in because I have a spear key. I went into his room and he was asleep I woke him up and he just ignored me. When he walked past me I told him I was sorry but he still didn't talk.

With my head hanging down I walked over to his bed and he just rolled his eyes. Cameron came in and saw me making Nash's bed. I didn't see him and I sat down and started to cry. He came over to me, he hugged me and kissed my forehead.

"He wont even speak to me," I said "was it really that bad? Was what I said really that bad?"

Cameron looked at me and sighed
"No it wasn't but you know. Nash is used to you laughing at his jokes, even if they are a little inappropriate, so he is mad at you for being mean about it, but he is also confused and sad."

"Atleast one of us knows him well enough to know that."

"Rachel he loves you so so much don't fool yourself okay?"

"Well his silence says otherwise." I looked down at my hands. Cameron kneeled in front of me, pulled my chin up and kissed me. "It'll be alright, dont worry." he said in a whisper.