Don't Tell Nash

unwanted

~Rachel's Pov~

Nash not only wouldn't talk to me for these past 3 days but he wouldn't even look at me and I just needed to clear my head and sense I'm not really part of magcon I decided to go home and spend the next week with my mom. That is saying a lot because I left my brother that is in the army that I never get to see in Florida. I know what you guys may be thinking what about my dad. Well my dad left me, Hayes and Nash on mine and hayes' 8th birthday. He just gave up on us and basically said that he didn't wan't us. So now it is just me, Hayes, Nash, and my mom. Witch is why Nash thinks that when Hayes goes off to the army base that he is leaving us because our dad left us when we were so little. Could you imagine that? You get to know someone for a while and you think that they love you and then someday they just decide to stop loving you? I don't know about you but I think that's worse then just leaving when you were born because you didn't even know him/her. Of coarse they are both horrible to do to anyone.

Anyways I cried the whole flight home and slept, cried some more, ate, and cried some more. I couldn't stop thinking about Nash and how I hurt our relationship I love Nash so much and now I've made him stop loving me kind of like I did with my dad... witch is what Nash said to me.

[flashback]
(Starbucks)

"Nash will you please talk to me you know I didn't mean what I said I love you to death." I said

He rolled his eyes

"Nash please say something."

"Fine you know what I hate you too! Now I know why dad left because he was sick and tired of YOU! I don't blame him. Your a brat, a stuck up brat. You know what your just a mistake it just sucks because the big mistake got dumped on me!" He screamed in my face and for every word a tear rolled down my face. Cameron stepped in front of me and he argued with Nash.

"Nash she is NOT a mistake in fact her and Hayes were probably the best things to happen to the family! They both have brought us through tough times and they are the youngest! Everyone here loves them even Carter." Cameron said standing up for me.

"Okay, but I don't get why you guys aren't there for me when I need you! Your always on her side it's like your all her boyfriends." He said back.

Carter started to say something "it's only because she needs someone to be her big brother and we all have one special quality so mix us together and we equal you." He said with a smile on his face

"Carter you are so fucking dumb" Nash rolled his eyes.

"Hey he's not dumb it kinda makes sense... I think?" Aaron stood up for Carter... sort of.

I rolled my eyes from behind Cameron and we went outside.
[flashback over]

Nash is still really upset with me he blocked me on instagram, snapchat, twitter, and facebook he also blocked my contact so I can't text, face time, or call him.

~Nash's Pov~

I can't believe Rachel left she is being so stupid she is the one that messed up. And now that Rachel left Cameron is going to leave too, and Hayes but that's not surprising my 3 favorite people in the world hate me. Life sucks. I would go home but Rachel is there and I don't want her to think I am going there to apologize because I have nothing to apologize for. She said she hated me it just makes sense for her to want me to hate her back I still love her so much but I want her to feel my pain. She makes me so mad and I hate it. She is such a baby I wish she would just grow up.

~2 days later~
~Rachel's Pov~

It's been two days without any boys in the house and I have to be honest it is kind of relaxing. The doorbell rang and I didn't feel like going to the door so I just said it was open. I heard someone walking up the steps and I got scared because they didn't say anything so I hid under my blanket. Then the person jumped on the bed and said "hey beautiful." I could tell by his southern accent that it was Cameron and a smile spread across my face. I whipped the blanket off and grabbed his cheeks.

"You scared me." I said letting go

"What no kiss?" He asked

"Sorry babe you have to work for a kiss and you aren't sweating yet so yeah no kiss." I said

He took off his shirt and grabbed me from the back.

"Would it be against the rules to do this?" He said kissing my neck.

"No but it's outlawed so i'ma have to arrest you." I smiled putting his hands behind his back and I pinched his ass.
He jumped and I laughed. I grabbed his cheeks again and we started making out. Hayes walked in on us and he covered his eyes. We stopped and I asked what he was doing here.

"I couldn't only be in town for 2 weeks and not hang out with my twin for both of them!" He laughed and I smiled at him I love you I said to him and he hugged me.

"Now if you'll excuse us we were in the middle of something" I said shutting the door in his face. Me and Cameron started kissing again and Hayes opened the door one last time.

"Hayes!" We yelled at the same time

"But I have Taco Bell!" He said. I jumped up and as I was walking out Cameron smacked my ass.

"I had to get you back somehow." he said running past me. I ran after him and jumped on his back we almost fell over but he gave me a piggy back ride all the way outside... to the pool and he jumped in with me on his back. Hayes came over yelling "Pool Party!!" I laughed and that laugh turned into a cry. Hayes asked what he did wrong and I told him it wasn't him he said ok and left. Cameron came to the deep end of the pool and kissed me.

"What's wrong pretty girl?" He asked

"Nothing I'm fine." I lied

"No your not I'm not an idiot now tell me what's wrong." He said

"Well it's just that Nash used to do that to me all the time and Hayes would yell pool party afterwords, and then after we swam for a while we would go inside, watch the lion king, and eat Taco Bell. The first time that happened I was 10 and Nash was 13 we were obsessed with the lion king it was my first time having Taco Bell and that's when I fell in love with it." I said

"I'm sorry baby." He said with a frowny face

"It's not your fault it's just that, well I wish Nash loved me again." I said

"He does love you he loves you very much."

"Then where is he now? Hayes is here your here but my big brother the person I look up to isn't here," I said "I just feel so unwanted lately."

"I want you Rachel I will shout it from the fucking rooftops I want you! I love you!" He shouted

My entire inside lit up and a big smile spread across my face. "I love you too" I said and kissed him.

When we released he said "I was hoping you would say that." and I laughed.

"Thank you" I said

"For what?" He asked

"Everything" I said.