Don't Tell Nash

Lesson learned?

~Rachels Pov~

It's the next day and the boys still aren't home. I decided to text Cameron again.

Rachel: hey cam.
Cameron: what?
Rachel: where r u?
Cameron: honestly your really annoying me right now.
Rachel: okay?
Cameron: you can go out every night for a whole week and not tell anyone where your going but we can't go out for one night without you breathing down our necks.
Rachel: ...
Cameron: yeah. Just stop.
Rachel: your right.
Cameron: what?
Rachel: I said your right.
Cameron: r u joking?
Rachel: no. go have fun. your right. I went out like every night for almost two weeks and didn't tell anyone where I was. It wasn't fair. I should just leave you alone but just because I did it doesn't mean it's not wrong.
Cameron: that's exactly why we're doing it.
Rachel: because it was wrong? what a great influence.
Cameron: no to show you how worried we got.
Rachel: whatever. I'm just going to go to sleep. I'll see you guys whenever.
Cameron: um okay..
Rachel: bye.
Cameron: bye?

Honestly Cameron was right so I didn't really care anymore. They were most likely safe anyways so it's all good. Besides Cameron just said they were trying to "teach me a lesson" or whatever so that probably means that they are fine.

I sat down on my bed and Brennen came over to me. He crawled into the bed and laid down wrapping his arm around my waist. He pulled me closer to him and kissed my neck. I turned around so I was facing him and I kissed him. When we stopped kissing we put on a movie and cuddled. The movie finished and we sat there for about ten minuets in silence.

"What are you thinking about?" Brennen asked.

"Stuff." I replied.

"What kind of stuff." He said.

"Me." I replied.

"Can I ask you something?" He said.

"Sure."

"What are those scars on your wrists from?" He asked. I looked up at him.

"Promise you won't hate me." I said.

"I would never hate you." He said looking me in the eyes. I sat up and pushed up my sleeves.

"A couple moths ago, actually just after I had seen my dad, Nash sent me a paragraph about how I was basically worthless and how I deserved to be unhappy and to die and.. at the moment I was really depressed. It was so bad that I couldn't even take a shower by myself and Aaron helped me. I realize how over dramatic I was now but when I was at my friend Matthews staying for a little while he got into the shower and I grabbed a knife and slit my wrists. I tried to kill myself." I said a tear falling off my face. I looked at Brennen and he had shock on his face. I shook my head and he put his hand on my cheek and kissed me.

"Rachel if you were to the point where you tried to kill yourself that's not over reacting and that's not when someone helps you take a fricking shower that's when someone calls a therapist for you and your brother. I could never hate you for that Rachel." He said and kissed me again.

"Thank you." I said.

"Your welcome." He smiled at me.

"Can we just cuddle?" I asked.

"Yeah." He said. I turned on a movie and cuddled into him.

~Brennen's Pov~

Rachel and I cuddled and honestly I think I might actually be falling in love with this girl. It makes me laugh because we just met like maybe three weeks ago. Honestly I learned so much about her today it's kind of insane I never realized how sad she was. I don't know why she got to that point and honestly I don't want to. I don't want her to have to talk about it.

~Cameron's Pov~

"Rachel is just acting like she doesn't even care." I said to Nash and Hayes.

"I can't believe she hasn't texted me yet." Hayes said.

"Yeah me too. I mean about you. I can't believe she hasn't texted you. Ugh you know what I mean." Nash laughed.

"But for real why is she acting like she doesn't care?"

"Maybe because she doesn't care." Nash said.

"But why would she keep texting me then?" I said.

"It's Rachel. Why does she do half the things she does?" Hayes laughed.

"Yeah you guys are right. Besides I'm getting bored. One more round of fricken bowling and I might kill myself." They both went silent for a second.

"Dude you can't joke about that." Hayes said.

"Sorry I didn't mean it like that." I said.

"Yeah well you shouldn't have said it at all." Nash said.

"Bro chill I'm sorry." I said.

"Whatever." He said.

"Rachel's right your just cranky." I said.

"Shut up asshole." Nash said.

"What the fuck!? This was your idea I shouldn't even be here right now. I should be going back to my fricking hotel room from a pool right now but no we had to go bowling and not text anyone and then make me do all the dirty work."

"You do all the dirty work?" Nash said.

"Yeah. You didn't do a damn thing." I replied.

"Guys! Come on what the fuck has gotten into you two. You're fighting over nothing. Let's just go home." Hayes said.

"Yeah that's a good idea." I said.

"I know." He laughed.

We got back to the hotel. The car ride was silent. When we got upstairs I grabbed a few things. I didn't want to stay with Nash that night so I just went to Rachel's hotel room.

*knock knock knock*
I heard some giggling from Rachel.

"Who is it?" She said and started laughing.

"It's Cameron." I said. It went silent. I heard her come to the door and she opened it.

"What's up?" She asked.

"Do you mind?" I asked and looked at her holding up my clothes.

"I don't know you were kind of a jerk." She laughed.

"Shut up." I laughed.

"Come on." She waved me into the hotel room and laughed.

"Hey" Brennen said.

"Sup." I nodded my head and turned around towards Rachel.

"You can sleep in there." She said pointing to what I think was Brennen's room but it didn't look like anyone was sleeping in there.

"Is that your room?" I asked.

"No it was Brennen's." she said.

"Was?" I asked.

"Yeah." She laughed. I turned around and looked him up and down.

"So y'all are up here?" I asked pointing to their room which was right next to the kitchen.

"Yep." He said.

"Alright." I said and walked into the other room.

~Rachel's Pov~

I love Cameron but he needs to stop acting like Nash. It's pretty funny. The look he gave Brennen when I basically told him that he sleeps with me was so funny. I love him though. He walked over to his room for the night and gave me a look when he shut the door. I started to laugh. He opened it up really fast and gave me another look and slowly shut the door. Brennen walked over to me with wide eyes and we both started laughing. I kissed him and he picked me up and put me on our bed. I laid down and we cuddled. Cameron kept coming out of his room and spying on us. It was funny.