Don't Tell Nash

his drawings

~Sage's Pov~
'2monthslater'
reminder*Sage is Rachel's best friend

Rachel called me and I came over as soon as I could me and her have been friends for literally forever. Nash is like a brother to me and Hayes always called me ugly. I haven't seen Hayes in 3 years. Anyways when I got to Rachel's house she was stabbing pictures of her and Cameron with a knife. I love Rachel but am also sometimes scared of her. This would be a time when I was scared of her she had blood on her wrists from cuts and my eyes started to water and my mouth dropped.

"Rachel Dillon Grier why the hell are there cuts on your arms!" I yelled at her.

"Because I'm in pain I loved him and he left. We dated for a month I had sex with him and that same FUCKING day he leaves I knew he didn't love me. He will never love me I am worthless, I am stupid, I am ugly!" She yelled back.

"RACHEL YOU ARE NOT UGLY YOU GET STRAIT A's AND IF ANYTHING YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS, AND I AM 100% SURE HE DIDN'T LEAVE YOU BECAUSE YOU GUYS HAD SEX! I KNOW HE LOVED YOU AS MUCH AS YOU LOVED HIM BECAUSE WHEN YOU WERE GONE HE WOULD TALK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME, EVEN WHEN WE WERE LITTLE. AND EVEN IF HE DID LEAVE FOR THAT REASON YOU ARE WILLING TO GIVE EVERYTHING UP OVER SOME STUPID BOY!!!??" I shouted at the top of my lungs trying to get my point across and I'm glad that the boys weren't home because if they were Nash would have killed her for having sex.

"apparently so." She said in a quiet voice.

"Okay yeah well when ur done with this then call me." I turned around and there were drawings all up and down her walls.

"Holy shit who made those!?" I said surprised at how amazing they were.

"Cameron when I was bored I loved to watch him draw pictures of whatever he wanted, and when he drew it made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. Looking at them now still gives me that warm fuzzy feeling, and lately I haven't got that so I hung them up there so I can act like I'm okay with the guys so they don't call me a baby." She said and I frowned. I know this is so hard for her she loved him so much and him just packing all of his stuff and leaving her with no warning is just heart wrenching. I nodded and left.

~Rachel's Pov~

When Sage left I started crying. I just sat there stairing at the pictures. I started to scream.

"I HATE MY LIFE!!" I thought I herd the door open but i didn't care I started to scream even louder.

"WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE TO BE LEFT! THEY SAY THERE IS A PURPOSE FOR EVERYTHING WHAT THE HELL IS THIS PURPOSE!!??" I thought I herd someone coming up the stairs but yet again I didn't care. I screamed one last time.

"I HATE CAMERON DALLAS!!!!!!" I started to cut my legs and Nash busted through the door even though it was locked. He ran over to me and took the knife. Wrapping both of his shivering arms around me and holding me tight. I started to shake. As the tears dropped down my puffy cheeks I sat there in Nash's arms with EVERYONE staring at me. And it struck me... if so many people feel like this a day. I wonder how many people feel like this a week, month or even a year. I whipped my tears and got up out of Nash's arms.

"We need to do something about this." I said to him

"There is nothing we can do Cameron isn't coming back." He said

"Not about that about people feeling this way. About being mentally bullied." I said to him

"Well we cancelled Magcon for 8 months so if you want you can do it then." He replied

"Good because wet are going to need a lot of people on the air and in the stadium."

"So where do you think we should go?"