Don't Tell Nash

soccer ball

~Rachel's Pov~

"I'm sorry." Cameron whispered from downstairs.  My entire body filled with anger, I cant believe he just said that.

"you bastard!" I yelled at him.

"I'm sorry." he cried.  I cant believe this.

"No your not!! You left me over something so stupid, and for such a long time!  AND ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY IS YOUR SORRY!!? You make me sick!  I will never EVER forgive you for what you have done!! Your such an ass hole!" I didn't care if I hurt his feelings he deserves to be hurt he deserves to feel the pain that I did.

"I never meant to hurt anyone, I'm sorry... I didn't want to leave." he said looking down at his hands.

"YES YOU DID!! IF YOU DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU WOULDN'T HAVE!! Your not sorry... You know what you did, you had the chance to come back and you stayed away... THAT WAS YOUR CHOICE! I'm not stupid!! Your the last person I want to see right now, and if you think that you are welcome here you are out of your fucking mind, you can hang out with Nash all you want I don't care, but stay away from me!!" I yelled at him trying to get him to know that what he did to me is unforgettable, and he will never be forgiven.

"I'm trying to start over!"

"Start over somewhere else, just get out of my house!!!" I yelled.

"Plea-" I interrupted him.

"just go!" I cried.  Everyone else was in awe over the conversation we just had.  Cameron left and Aaron gave me a hug, we were sitting on the ground and I cried into his shoulder.

"Did you know?" I asked Aaron as I was sobbing.

"No." He said wiping my tears.

"Are you lying to me."

"No Rachel." he said giving me a sincere look.  I believed him.

"Trust us he didn't know, Nash made us not tell him so that when Cameron did come you wouldn't be mad at him." Hayes said.

"We?" I said.

"Yes we." Hayes said looking down at his feet.

"So your saying all of you knew and you didn't tell me!!?" I said getting angry.

"All of us besides Aaron."

"Oh my gosh." I said laughing because of how unbelievable all of this was, I slowly got up and started walking to mine and Aaron's room but I stopped.

"You knew.... You knew and you didn't tell me.  Friends, I thought you guys were my friends.  You all can go fuck yourselves."

"We were just trying to protect you." Hayes said to me.

"I don't need protection, I need friends..." I walked back into my room and sat on the bed Aaron came in and sat next to me.

One word came out of his mouth "woah".

My entire life has just been flipped upside down.

-The next day-
~Aaron's Pov~

After Cameron left and Rachel found out that basically everyone knew that he was coming besides her and I and didn't tell us she went to sleep.  She slept for the rest of the day and she just woke up.  Nash left to go see Cameron and Hayes has been in his room since Rachel flipped out on him yesterday.

"Hey." Rachel said, I turned around and her eyes were puffy and red.

"Hey." I replied, I went over to her and gave her a hug.

"Why is life so tough?" she said starting to cry.

"I don't know sweetheart, I don't know." I kissed the top of her head and she kept crying.

"I wish my mom was here."

"I know you do babe." I held her tight in the hug and we both released.

"Can I have some coffee?" She asked me.

"Yeah just a sec." I made her coffee and we both sat down at the table.  She cried into the cup and both the jacks came downstairs, they were silent.  Rachel squeezed her eyes shut trying to stop crying.  The jacks looked over at her and their eyes began to water, I held her hand, and she looked at them they walked away and went back upstairs.

"I just want to give up." She said to me.

"Please don't." I said looking her in the eyes.

"Whats the use in trying if all that I get back is defeat?"

"You have people here that love you."

"No Aaron those people don't love me, in fact they hate me enough to hurt me."

"I love you." I said to her.

"Why? Why would you love someone as broken down as me?" She said crying.

"Because although your broken, your still beautiful inside and out, you make me happy." I said.  She hugged me and cried into my chest.

"I love you." she said to me.

"I love you too" I said as she cried.  It hurts to know that she isn't happy, you know.  It hurts that she is hurting so much that she just wants to give up.  I love her very much, and she is so beautiful she just doesn't know it because everyone treats her like crap.  It hurts that she doesn't know it, it hurts me when people treat her like crap, she is worth so much more then that and has such an amazing heart, she doesn't deserve to be kicked around like a soccer ball.

~Hayes' Pov~

I didn't know that us not telling Rachel would hurt her this much.  I love Rachel and I don't mean to hurt her I just wish she could understand that I was trying to protect her.  She's an amazing person and I'm starting to think that yeah we should have told her, no matter what Nash said.