Don't Tell Nash

he won

~Aaron's Pov~

"Come on Carter what is taking you so long!" I yelled waiting for him. The guys and I have decided that to many fans were getting disappointed that Nash, Hayes and Cameron weren't at magcon so we all decided that we were just going to move it to later in the year. Pluses we wanted to see how Cameron and Rachel are working out... well the rest of the guys did I didn't. Truth is I really like Rachel a LOT but she won't ever like me. She has always had a crush on Cameron I could always see it in her eyes. She also liked Shawn. Although Cam was her favorite even though they know nothing about eachother.

I have been in love with Rachel ever since 3rd grade I have "liked" her since kindergarten but most people don't call it love until your in 3rd grade I guess I never knew why but Cameron started liking her in 7th grade we are in 12th now, well she is in 10th now but you know what I mean.Carter finally came down and we got in the car and headed for the airport.

"Dude why the googly eyes," He asked "are you excited to see Rachelllll?" He teased

"No, no I mean it would be nice." I replied

"sure." He said with a look on his face.

"What?" I asked

"Nothing, nothing." He said suspiciously.

"No tell me."

"Nothing just try not to look at her like that." He said

"What? I won't." I replied

Carter is the only one that knows about me liking Rachel me and him are really close. We got to the airport and we got on the plain I read the entire way home, went on instagram, and listened to music. When we got there Rachel and Cameron were standing at baggage. She came over and gave me a hug.

"I missed you so much please don't ever leave me again!" She whispered in my ear.

"Wasnt it you who left me?" I asked

"Lol shut up!" She laughed and playfully slapped my chest.

I brought her back into a hug and kissed her forehead. She released the hug and went back over to Cameron. He asked if she wanted to go see the jacks and they walked over there she looked back at me and smiled. I just looked down and scratched my head trying to play it cool.

Carter came over to me and laughed. He started walking away and I went after him.

"What?" I asked

"Nothing." He said

"Oh come on it had to be something." I replied

"No it's nothing it's just you, well your making the face." He laughed

"Oh whatever!" I said, and stopped. I walked over to where the jacks were and they were talking about Nash. Who by the way isn't here. Nothing good of coarse. Rachel said that she went into his room to get some soap and when she looked under the sink she saw a bunch of pills. They were perception pills but she never knew of anything being wrong with him. She thinks that he is abusing them. Nash has done some messed up things in the past but nothing like this.

When we got to Rachel's house we need Nash yelling on the phone with someone.

"No I need them soon I can't wait I'm almost out," He said "I can't wait any longer I need them now!"

Rachel looked at me, she looked like she was about to cry. I asked her if she was okay and she said yes I gave her a hug from the side and she put her head in my chest. Nash came out of his room and stormed past us. He looked angry. I went to the kitchen to get some food because I was starving when I went in there I saw Hayes eating a apple.

"Where are they?" I asked

"Where! What?" He responded quickly.

"I meant the apples dude, calm down." I said and chuckled

"I am calm! Maybe your not calm!" He said

I walked out with a weird look on my face. I didn't even get my apple. I was wondering what he was talking about and why he was acting like that. I asked Rachel where my room was and she pointed to the one right next to hers. Shawns was next to mine, Carter was sharing a room with him, Matt's was next to there's and the jacks room was next to his. Carter walked in my room.

"So when are you going to tell her." He asked

"Never." I replied

"What? Why?"

"You see the way she looks at him... and I see the same." I replied sadly.

"I don't know I think you should tell her." He said

"No! He loves her she loves him they are happy I don't want to ruin that. Cameron is my best friend... besides you, and I don't want to ruin things with Rachel." I said

"That makes sense but it's your happiness or his."

"No it's not! She doesn't like me in that way."

"It won't last with them." He said

I sighed and looked down at my hands. I know that they are in love I don't want to ruin that and I know that she doesn't feel that way about me anyways. She never will...