Don't Tell Nash

#4years

~Hayes' Pov~

I can already tell that she is never going to forget about this... she will forgive me but forgive and forget are two totally different things and I love her... I love her with all my heart. She loves me with all her heart I know and I know where she is coming from I just wish that where she was coming from didn't hurt as much as it does...

My heart broke when she would barely talk to me at a place where our dad used to take us and we would play he would usually get drunk so we would be left there for a couple hours (another reason why we are so close). I know that she doesn't want to hurt me. I just hope that she knows that I never wanted to hurt her.

When she looked at Aaron she looked happy, a happy that even I couldn't bring her. She just started to cry in his arms and she would never have done that with me not after tonight. I thought she would be happy to see me... I guess not.

~Aaron's Pov~

"I am sorry if I disagree with you about his approach on this whole situation but he is my brother. He is basically the only person I have." Rachel said to me.

"I understand and Im not saying that he did the right thing I'm saying you may be over reacting about it." I said.

"Maybe your right but I have a right to be hurt about this because when you think about it would you have left me for four years strait without being able to talk to me and not tell me?" she asked

"no, but-" she cut me off

"I've made my point."

"You're going to have to talk to him sooner or later you know." I said

"Later sounds good."

"Well he is going to magcon with us." I said trying to change her mind.

"magcon isn't until like two or three months after school starts." she said

"school starts in a week." I reminded her.

"ew gross I still have to go back to school shopping."

"isn't your mom coming back tomorrow?"

"no she had to stay an extra 2 weeks because she didn't finish something or whatever."

"oh well ill go shopping with you then I can make sure you don't get anything to slutty so that nobody hits on you in class" I smirked.

"haha right okay." she laughed. We got to the house and when we got inside it was really quiet. Assuming that everyone was asleep we quietly went upstairs. When we got upstairs we heard someone whispering. It was Hayes.

"No you have to stay away now is not a good time." we heard him say. It was silent for a second and then he started talking again.

"I don't care if you miss us if you come back and hurt Rachel more than she already is hurt before school starts I will beat your ass." He said sounding angry. We could hear him hang up the phone so we quickly ran to our room and shut the door as quiet as we could.

"what do you think that was about?" Rachel asked.

"who knows its Hayes." I said. She smiled and looked at her hands. "whats wrong?" I asked.

"nothing." she said

"mmhmm" I replied putting my hands on my hips.

"I just wish sometimes that things in life never happened or that certain things did happen." she said looking up at me.

"me too." I said thinking about that time I cheated on Sage with a slut. (sage is rachels best friend... if you forgot)

"yeah." she said. She got out some spandex and a t-shirt she put it on and put her hair in a messy bun. She curled up in bed next to me and she slowly fell asleep.

-the next day-
~Hayes' Pov~

I went downstairs and everyone except for Aaron, Rachel, Shawn, and Carter were there. I ran my fingers through my hair and went into the kitchen. There was nothing to eat so I just went in the living room with everyone else.

"Are you okay?" Nash asked me.

"yeah why?" i asked back.

"because Rachel is pretty mad at you and I know how it feels when she is that mad at you and it doesn't feel very good." he answered.

"oh, yeah it hurts... a lot but I love her and she loves me so I am hoping that she will soon forget about it." I said.

"oh alright." he said. I just rolled my eyes and went on my phone. There were like 80 new notifications from twitter with the hashtag #4years somehow somebody figured out that I didn't tell her and leaked it all over the internet.

"#4years guess he really didn't care"

"really great brother huh? #4years"

"I always wished Hayes could be my brother but not anymore #4years"

" bitch #4years"

"She is your sister!! no wonder she is mad!! #4years"

"sucks having someone mad at you doesn't it? #4years"

"your a horrible brother. if I were her brother I would have told her #4years"

"fuck you Hayes #4years"

"she deserves better!! #4years"

"you are worthless!! #4years"

"faggg!! #4years"

"why wouldn't you tell her!??! #4years"

Every comment drowned me in pain. Seeing that people that were once my fans and loved me now hate me really hurts.. especially my number one fan Rachel. A tear rolled down my cheek and I whipped it before anyone could see. I guess she really does hate me...

~Rachel's Pov~

I woke up and went on my phone. There was a bunch of people tweeting me and Hayes with the #4years my heart sank to my stomach when I looked at all the things they were saying to him I decided to post something to try and get them to stop.

"Guys... Really? He may have hurt me but he is still my brother and I still love him so please stop commenting these rude things."
(don't know how many characters it has to be under so I just wrote a little bit) I sent the tweet and people started commenting on it.

"he is your brother he should have told you... but if it is what you want then okay."

"sorry if we hurt his feelings😕."

"We were a little more rude then we should have been... I am sorry"

"Maybe calling him worthless was a little over the top😬 sorry"

"I wish I had this kind of bond with my brother."

"You are an amazing person and to say that after he did what he did is pretty amazing and brave."

"I wish you were my sister."

A new hashtag spread on twitter the #sorryhayes everyone that hurt him was apologizing to him I am still mad at him but I am glad his fans aren't anymore.