Don't Tell Nash

Thirteen

~1 week later~
~Rachel's Pov~

Something is off with Aaron. I'm not sure what it is but he just is always whispering to Cameron and I don't like it. Cameron and I are okay. We aren't exactly friends yet but we're getting there. I don't know what's happening with Aaron but I have a feeling Cameron does.  I hope they aren't keeping something from me unless it's something good like a surprise party. Then I wouldn't mind.  But I hope it's not something bad. Aaron wen't over to Cameron and whispered something again.

"What was that about?" I mouthed to Cameron. He just shrugged his shoulders and went on with his life. I rolled my eyes and just ignored the fact that my boyfriend is keeping secrets from me with my ex boyfriend.

~Aaron's Pov~

It's been long enough.. To long. I have to tell Rachel.  I went over to Cameron and told him I was going to tell her.  She looked confused as to why I was whispering to him.

"Rachel, can I talk to you?" I asked.  She gave me a concerned look.

"Sure." She said. I held out my hand and she grabbed it.  I led her out to the terrace and shut the door behind us.

"I need to tell you something and I just want to let you know.. Your going to hate me once I do. You probably won't want to talk to me or even see me.  I just want to let you know that I'm so sorry and I never meant to hurt you."  She looked confused.

"Aaron what are you talking about i would never hate you." She said.

"Oh but you will." I said shaking my head staring at my feet,

"Aaron what's going on?" She asked.

"You know the night that we went out and nobody could find me?" I asked.

~Rachel's Pov~

"Yeah." I said worried.

"I wasn't at McDonalds." He said.

"Okay where were you?" I asked.

"I was with another girl."

"Who? Do I know her?" I asked confused.

"No.  That's the problem I wasn't just with her but I had sex with her." He said.

"What?" I chocked on my words.

"I cheated on you." He said. I could feel the tears filling my eyes.  I just stood there staring at him.

"I'm sorry." He said. I could hear the regret in his voice. He took a step towards me.

"No don't touch me!" I yelled at him.

"Rachel please." He said a tear falling from his eyes.

"Get away from me!" Tears were streaming off my cheeks onto the floor of the terrace. My heart was beating fast.

"I trusted you! I thought you were different!" I yelled at him.

"I was drunk I didn't even have any memory of what happened she had to explain it to me!" He yelled back.

"Oh so that makes it okay doesn't it!?"  He stood there staring at me.

"No it fucking doesn't!! God Aaron I can't believe you!  All I did was love you and this is how you pay me back? By cheating on me? After all we've been through together? And it figures.. Right after I fucking had sex with you you fucking go off and cheat on me? What the hell!!?" I yelled at him I could see Hayes, Shawn, the Jacks, Matt, Cameron, Taylor and Carter in the corner of my eye watching us from inside.

"I know! I know I let you down and I know that I hurt you! But never question my love for you! Ever! I gave you all my love and affection!! I did everything! I made you food, I helped you with your homework, I helped you shower, I fucking did EVERYTHING for you! So don't you EVER say that I didn't love you!! Because I did! I loved you to fucking Pluto and back! I busted my ass for you! My grades were down the drain because you tried to fucking kill yourself! I had no fight left in me Rachel! I had no one to go to!" I could feel his anger and hurt.  But I could also feel mine.

"I can't believe you! Do you honestly think that that was an easy decision for me to make!? No Aaron it fucking wasn't!! But that was a time in my life where dying was easier than living! You could have gone to me for help! I would have been more than happy to help you but how am I supposed to help you when you don't even fucking tell me anythings wrong!? And yeah maybe you did love me but in that moment you didn't because if you did you would have stopped before the first kiss even happened!" I cried,"You mean nothing to me now just the way I meant nothing to you when you hooked up with that skank! I hope your happy!" I started to walk away and he grabbed my arm.

"Let go of me!" I cried.

"Please don't do this." He said. I tried ripping my arms out of his grasp.

"Let me go! I hate you!" I cried more. He let me go. And looked into my eyes. I grabbed my arm.  Hayes ran out onto the patio and hugged me.

"You need to go!" Hayes yelled hugging me. I squeezed Hayes close to me and cried into his chest.

"I'm sorry." I heard Aaron squeak out.

"Go! Now!" Hayes yelled. I looked back at Aaron as he was leaving I counted how many times he wiped his eyes before he left. 13.