A Knock in the Heart

T W E N T Y - S I X

The girls don't know how to function after the visit they had earlier. They have been doing things around the house but in different rooms. Lauren decides to put Ariel to sleep as the little girl falls asleep on the couch.

Once Lauren is done with Ariel she looks back at the little girl one more time before closing the bedroom door behind her. She walks towards their bedroom and takes a deep breath before going in. Camila is already there sitting by the feet of the bed. Lauren sits next to her and takes a deep breath.

"I don't know what to say" Lauren says above a whisper. "Me neither" says Camila. They look at each other with tears in their eyes, Camila takes the first step and kisses her wife like it was the first time all over again.

Camila moves closer to Lauren kissing her with her hand on her cheek laying her down, Camila moves on top of her not letting her weight on Lauren being careful of the baby. She ends up laying down on her side close to Lauren as she continues to kiss her.

Camila pulls back a little resting her forehead on Laurens with her eyes closed.

"I'm sorry" Camila apologizes not really knowing for what but she does.

"Hey no, I'm sorry. I put myself in that situation" Lauren says. The girls stay in silence until one of the girls speaks.

"I was scared" Lauren admits looking at Camila in her eyes, who looks at her puzzled.

"What?" Camila asks, "You asked me why the change with Ariel" Lauren explains what she meant.

"When I was younger I was always at your house. It was because I was always by myself, my mom was always working or on a business trip" Lauren tells Camila who wipes away a tear that was running down Lauren's cheek.

"We knew it and we were glad to have you at home" Camila tells her, giving her a small smile.

"I'm scared I'm going to be like her, that is one of the reasons I quit Geo" Lauren admits, thinking about the other reason she left as well.

"Lo that's your dream job" Camila tells her with her hand on Lauren's cheek caressing her. "You are my dream girl, I'll choose you anytime. You three are what's important to me now" Lauren tells her, giving her a kiss.

Camila and Lauren get ready to bed and lay down cuddling, not wanting to let go. Camila puts her hand on Lauren's baby bump.

"I love you" Lauren whispers, afraid.

"I love you" Camila responds, kissing her neck.

Lauren turns around to look at her wife, they are only inches apart. They looked at each other, their eyes then their mouth. The girl's moves don't go unnoticed by either of them.

Lauren has a mental debate but her hormones get the best of her. She closes their distance kissing her, trying to lay half her body on top of Camila but her belly doesn't let her.

"Lo" says Camila, not sure if it was a good idea. Lauren runs her hand from Camila's cheek down her body slowly in between her chest, down her torso to her growing member. "Baby why are you fighting it, we both want it" Lauren says as she strokes her.

"Lo" Camila moans. "We need to talk first" Camila holds back telling Lauren. "We can do that tomorrow" Lauren says as she continues and kisses her. Camila begins to take Lauren's t-shirt and she helps her.

As they continue Lauren begins to feel self-conscious about her body. Once she's completely naked from the top she covers herself with hands and arms.

"Lo you are beautiful, please don't. You have no idea how good you look." Camila looks at her trying to sit up, removing Lauren's arms. "If you don't believe me just feel me baby" Camila tells her as she moves her on her lap. By now Lauren is just in her underwear sitting on Camila's lap, Camila removes her own t-shirt leaving just her fitted boxers.