I remember you

I remember you Chapter 3

We were dancing. Waltzing. My blue ball gown swayed side to side as we moved gracefully around the huge ballroom floor and the only thing that gave us light was the full moon that glowed through the glass windows that strecthed half way towards the ceiling and I couldnt help but look towards it. Our wedding was in 6 weeks and I couldnt wait to be forever joined to this man that held me close to his side. The area on my lower back where his hand was placed was incredibly warm so were my hands where one was intertwined into his and the other, on his shoulder. I stared into his eyes as he did to mine and we danced in silence. There wasnt even music playing. We danced to the sound of silence. No one else was aorund. Just us. 

A strand of my curly hair fell infront of my face and without stopping our dance, he placed it behind my ear and as doing so he moved his face closer to mine and he stopped. He looked into my eyes and then they glanced down to my lips. At the sight of them, he bit his bottom lip which set a electric charge through me. Why must he do the sexiest of things?! He moved his eyes back to mine and pulled me an inch closer and he leaned down and kissed my lips. It was soft, innocent, lovely. But after a second of our contact, my mind went blank. Oh no. Not again. Please. 

I broke our kiss and I stared at him with shock. He realized what happened and a look of saddness overwhelmed him. "Anna, please. I just got you back. Dont go off again" he begged sadly. Who was he? How did he know my name? How can I leave? Is this his house? My mind wasnt thinking but my heart ached and burned like it was dropped into acid. I need to remember this man. I love him. I stared at him, my eyes watery. I knew him but I cant remember him or any memory of him. Whats wrong with me?! "I-I-I cant remeber you" I cried. Tears were streaming down my face and I was shaking. "I'm your first love. Please Anna, Remember" he said to me and he tried to get closer but I took 2 steps back. My mind was over powering my heart. I wasnt thinking. He stopped walking towards me and I saw  a tear glisten in the moonlight on his face. I'm hurting him. I dont want to hurt him. Brain think. 

"I'm sorry" I sobbed and he quivered his lip but before I could speak again, he ran off. Away from me. 

"Anna?" I was shaken awake by Caleb. I woke with a jump and my heart was beating fast and it hurt. My coudnt catch my breath and my face was wet with tears. I sat up quickly and looked at my surroundings. I was still in the limo with the Hills. They all looked at me with concern. Caleb looked hurt to see that I was crying. I straightened myself out and dried my face with my jacket sleeve. That was a beautful but heart breaking dream. No it was a nightmare. I took a deep breath in. "I'm sorry. Bad dream" I quickly explained before quickly plugging my ear buds in and blasting music. As it turns out, we were an hour away from California. I could feel someone staring at me so I turned my head to the side. It was Caleb. 

I took this time to look him over. His black hair was messy but was covered by a black beanie and his purple eyes looked tired and red and a little puffy on the sides. Was he crying? I'll remind myself to ask him later. He wore a black v-neck that showed off his abs perfectly and dark denim blue skinnies with toms. He looked cute. I looked back at his eyes and they lit up once they met my  blue ones. My heart jumped and my stomach was in knots. I felt so nervous near him. Like I cant control myself. I had to quickly look away but not before sending him a glare. I couldnt think of him like that. Not until he proves himself worthy of it. I'm being forced to marry him because he was my best friend but I cant remember a single thing about him.

I hated him as far as my mind goes but my heart gets a tug whenever I see him. Which needs to stop. I turned my head towards the window and stared at the blurring images of trees and grass. This hour long drive was gonna drive me crazy cause Caleb was still looking at me. I can feel it. I sighed and closed my eyes so I could take a quick nap. I was still a little tired.