The Institute for Mianite Arts

Rest in Peace Daniel Part 2

I know you all wanted this to be a chapter but I thought I would say something.

The day I was writing my Pain in Loss chapter was the day before Daniel had been committed to the hospital. Little did I realize how that would apply to so many people. Fans, friends and family's lives were changed that day.

One of my favorite youtubers, Markiplier, was affected by this, as he was a very close friend. Mark won't be making videos until he sees fit.

The team that Daniel was a part of, Cyndago, was affected greatly. They have stated that they are no longer together. I don't know what they will be doing in the future but I hope them all the luck in the world.

And of course, Daniel's family and his other friends, I believe his father did say something about that day.

Daniel had died surrounded by people that cared about him. No one will ever know exactly what he was thinking or how he was feeling or why he felt like he had to take his own life but I'm sure that all the support and love that people have sent to his family members and friends is making him happy, wherever his soul may be.

If you are ever feeling like you are alone or you are worthless or anything, please know that there are people who will talk to you, there are people that care about you and that people love you. I may not know you personally but I love each and every one of you. I know what it feels like to be worthless, to feel ugly, to have anxiety, and feel like you shouldn't be alive but never have I had severe depression, that I know of, and never have I gone through with any suicidal thoughts because I talked to someone. I felt uncomfortable talking about it, I felt like they thought I was seeking attention, my brother was saying I was doing it for attention, but it helped to just say everything. Say what I'm feeling. Though I still feel the desire to stab myself, I have never done it. I talked to all of my friends, usually I don't talk to my real-life friends but I talked to all the wonderful people in The Wang Gang. Not specifically about stabbing or anything but about my insecurities. They made me feel like I was pretty, like I was funny, smart and amazing. Though it doesn't stay long, I can vent my problems out again some other day.

If you ever want to talk to someone please contact us. We love you to bits. We want to help you and we care. You aren't bothering us, we don't thing you're attention seeking, so talk to us whenever you need to. The only reason we wouldn't answer is if we are busy but I assure you, as soon as we see that you contacted us, we will respond.

If you don't want to speak to us or anyone you may know personally please contact a Suicide Hotline, these are all the numbers right here, I believe: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html

I love you so much <3

-Alee September 20, 2015 2:44 AM