The first time we talked, I thought you were really cute but thought nothing of it. I had been turned down one too many times so I stopped trying. When I went home and added you on Facebook, it was more of an "I've sort of met you, I'll acknowledge your existence." Never did I expect you to add me so quickly and start talking to me. But you did! And I'm so glad you did. As we talked, I started to fall more and more for you. I constantly asked Aileen "When do they become your boyfriend?" She told me that I should be talking to you for at least a week or two and go on a date or two. When she first told me, that felt like forever. But then as we did that, I started thinking "maybe we're rushing...I should friend zone him a little bit." But when the time came for my friend zoning, I couldn't do it. I was too head over heals for you.
I hate this distance. You know it and I know it. It's not like New York to California or anything with a timezone change, but it just really sucks. So far we have had that Disney Channel Original Movie relationship. You showed up out of the blue, rode in on your horse (the dinghy), had an ice cream first date, shared music, shared fries and had milkshakes, danced in the park, watched the stars; and then there is the inevitable doom of ex girlfriends, best friends, and distance. But we, mainly you, always find a way around it.
So here's to our two months living in a movie! I can't wait to see where it takes us.
Love you forever,
~~Kit
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Letters to Matt
RandomA series of love letters, rant letters, and future letters. The image of a relationships ups and downs from the point of view a loving girlfriend.
