Everything is not going to be okay. If you've felt the same way with your past girlfriends, right before you broke up, something is wrong. We're not connecting right. We're not doing something right. You asked if I still feel the same about you the way I did a few months ago and I told you that nothing has changed. And that is 100% true. I love you. I check my phone at lease 10 times in one minute to see if theres a message from you. And on the 11th time, I open our messages to make sure I didn't accidentally miss a message. Lately we've been distancing ourselves, I guess. Not connecting properly. What can I do to make it better? What can I do to fix it? You were my first and I want you to be my last. I don't want to lose you. I'll do anything. Just let me in. Let me change things around. I don't want you to feel the same you did with those other girls. That's not what's supposed to happen. I want to make you happy. Is it because you felt the need to delete and block her to keep me happy? Do I not seem grateful? Does me still hurting hurt you everyday? Is it because you felt you had to choose? Is it just having to block and delete her in general? If you want her back, that's fine. I never meant for this to happen. Just please. Talk to me... Please......
Hello?.........
~~Kit
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Letters to Matt
RandomA series of love letters, rant letters, and future letters. The image of a relationships ups and downs from the point of view a loving girlfriend.
