Today was supposed to be a good day... Today you turn 19 and I have always wanted to be able to tell my amazing boyfriend "Happy Birthday". I always wanted to be the sweet amazing girlfriend who gave the best presents. And I am! How many girlfriends do you know to buy their boyfriends a 3DS and Super Smash Bro's? Name a girl to get their boyfriend a limited edition Marvel Universe book? I stayed up all night just to be the first to say happy birthday. Like I really planned it. I started writing my message at 11:58 and then counted down the seconds till 12. Sent it at the same time the clock changed. But your ex texted me... She said some things that, I swear, I didn't believe. And I wasn't going to bring it up on this day. On your birthday. But you asked, and when I told you and asked about these things, you didn't exactly confirm my trust in you... Why is it that every time I start to truly trust you, you break that trust and we have to start over. And once that trust is built back up, same thing happens again. I love you, I do. But please. Just talk to me.. Tell me these things that could possibly hurt me so that I know you are being completely honest and want to keep us strong. Don't hide these things away.
I love you forever,
~~Kit
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Letters to Matt
RandomA series of love letters, rant letters, and future letters. The image of a relationships ups and downs from the point of view a loving girlfriend.
