Please don't freak out. Please don't leave me in the dark. I know it's scary; I do. But, 5 days late isn't that bad... It's pretty irregular anyways. Besides, I don't have any symptoms. I haven't changed at all. But even if I was...would you stay? Would you love me unconditionally? Would you love me past this one mutual mistake? Would you love it like you love me? More so? Keep us both safe? Even if this does happen, which it won't, I'll still love you the same. Will you do the same? I asked a simple question. Keep or adopt. And I knew the best answer would be adopt, but you just answered so quickly. So without a second thought. Like there wasn't an option of keeping this thing we created. And while I knew that it was the right answer, your quick reply felt like a little stab. You wouldn't want to keep this creation... Not even for a second. But it doesn't matter. Because I am not pregnant. I can't be. Not after we were so careful.
I love you forever
~~Kit
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Letters to Matt
RandomA series of love letters, rant letters, and future letters. The image of a relationships ups and downs from the point of view a loving girlfriend.
