Dear Matt,

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I know I scared you this morning.  I know I said some things that made you upset.  If we're starting over, you have to understand that that means we're actually starting completely over.  All those times you had to comfort me?  All those times you had to hold onto me and keep me calm.  Reassure me that you weren't going anywhere.  I assumed your role as we grew stronger.  I was your anchor.  But when you left, when I couldn't help you through it, I lost all my strength.  It's back to the start.  I need you to be my anchor again.  Reassure me when I get scared.  Send me long messages in the morning about everything you love about me, because sometimes I forget.  Fight back for me.  Eventually, I won't need it.  I'll be strong again.  We both will.  But for now, keep me close.  Love me.

I love you forever,


~~Kit


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