HER Tearful Heart - Zauren

19 - Means so much...

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LAUREN'S POV

As soon as Zayn took his shower we started the twittcam with the boys and the girls. Both fandoms got really, really happy that we'd decided to finally have it. We're currently, just goofing around and answering some fans questions.

I keep looking at Zayn. He's just so happy when he's doing something for the fans. He's laughing and smiling and being totally cute and funny with the boys and he got me looking at him with so much love and happiness in my eyes, and in my heart.

"Lauren, if you want to tell them, tell them now cause the way you're staring at Zayn is giving away everything." Normani whispers in my ear, making me break the trance I was in.

I instantly blush. Gosh, she's right.

I take out my phone and text Zayn. I know he's right beside me, but I can't just whisper on his ear, that'll for sure 'give away everything' as Mani said.

*I think we should tell them now. - L*

His phone buzzes and he's quick to look at it. He passes me a glance with a smile on his face.

"Alright guys, there is a reason why we thought of doing this twittcam." He starts.

"Yes there is!" Louis jumps in getting on Zayn's back, knocking him dowm. I giggle and he wrinkles his nose and throws his tongue at me. I throw it back laughing at him.

"Ok, Louis, get off of me, now!" His tone stern but his face telling otherwise.

"Sorry Zaynie boy." He ruffles his hair and Zayn gives him a death glare. Even I stopped laughing after that.

"Alright, as I was saying." He fixes his hair. "The reason why we're doing this is because... there's a really special girl that's now on my life, that I want you to meet. She's an incredibly loving person. She's funny, she's talented, she's really, and I mean really beautiful. She's brave, dedicated to everything she does and she carries so much passion and belief in everything that comes out of her mouth. Everything she says comes out with her soul and she leaves everybody captivated by the way she talks, by the way she acts, by the way she is. She means a lot to me and I hope, well I'm sure she means a lot to you guys too." He pauses and looks at me. A shy smile playing on his lips.

I can't believe he just said all these beautiful things about me. I don't even know what to say. Nobody as ever described me like that or even treated me like he does. He means so much. But really so much to me. I can feel it in my heart every time I kiss him, everytime I hug him, every time we smile at each other. I just get so many chills just by looking at him. My heart beats faster everytime I'm with him or think about him.
And that's exactly why he just made me tear up with his extremely beautiful speech about me. I never felt so grateful for someone in my life.

I don't even wait for him to tell say that I'm the one he was talking about. I immediately go over to his side and hug him hard. So hard. Like my life depended on him. And in a way it does.

"I love you."

Holy shit.

I said it.

I can't believe I said it. Oh my God what if he doesn't love me back.
Shit. He doesn't. It's too early in the relationship to say it and I know that, why did I say it.