HER Tearful Heart - Zauren

16 - Not so secret, secret...

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ZAYN'S POV

I'm so happy, I feel so excited and pumped up. Lauren's finally with me and I didn't realised how much I needed her with me, until I actually got her.
I want her to feel happy to and feel secure and confident about herself. I want her to be the happiest girl alive.

We were currently still on m&g, and I just can't stop smiling, like my jaw is actually getting sore of how much I'm smiling and laughing around with the fans.

From the other side of the room I can see Lauren with the girls, taking pictures with some fans, she's smiling really wide too and I feel so happy that I caused that. I want her to be like that every single second of the day.

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M&g just finished and all I want to do is run to Lauren little figure and hug her while telling her how beautiful and cute and beautiful again, she is.

We were now on our dressing room, enterteining ourselfs until the girls show starts.

But we can't. The guys don't know it yet, nor the girls, but Dinah, I think, and I don't know if Lauren feels good enough to tell them.

"Hey Zaynie boy! Why are you all smiley about?" Niall asked while munching a sandwich.

"What? Me? I'm not smiley?" uh oh.

"Yes you are dude, c'mon, tell us what happened!" Harry said with his deep and kinda slow voice, smacking my head.

"Nothing happened. I'm just happy that's all..." it sucks that I can't tell them yet.

"Well Mr. Happy guy, why did you and Lauren came late to m&g, you know I don't like you guys being late." Liam said. Daddy direction in action.

"Well daddy, I came late cause I wann'it too... It's not like you never got late, so." I pointed out. It's true though.

"Well, Mr. Happy pants, that's where you're wrong, I never get late, you guys just come to early! Not my fault!"

"Well Mr. I'm Never Late tha-" and suddenly I got cut off by Louis. That screaminhg child.

"WAIT! WAIT! WAIT! WAIT...wait... You said him and Lauren got late?" he asked. What...

"Yeah..." Liam said looking up from his phone.

"THAT'S WHY HE'S ALL SMILEY ABOUT! YOU CHEECKY BASTARD! DIDN'T THINK TO TELL US? MY FEELINGS ARE HURT RIGHT NOW!" he yelled.

"What are you talking about...?" I askes kind confused, kinda not. I know where this is leading to. Not that dumb.

"Oh you know... You and Lauren... Mate, tell us! Are you with her? You finally got her right!" Louis said as I opened my eyes really wide. This dude must be a wizard or something.

"Oh! Congrats Zayn!" Niall said with his mouth full.

"Guys, shhsh! Well... Yes I am with her, but you guys-"

"I knew it!" Harry said and the guys all jumped on top of me.

"Yeah yeah, but you can't tell anybody yet, so just keep your mouth shut, not even Lauren, I gotta talk to her first"

"Why? She doesn't want to go public?" Niall asked.

"No, no it's that, I mean I don't know if it's that, but like, management has to know first I guess..."

"Yeah that's sucks... Zaynie boy is growing up!" Harry said pinching my cheeks.

"Shut up! I've had other girlfriends, it's not like Lauren's the first one..." I said. It's true!

"Yes she is! You never really liked the other girls like you, well, like Lauren! I  can see it in your eyes dude!" Harry said grabbing both sides of my face and shaking it. 

Ok, easy there.

"Well yeah, I really like her. But I just want to go baby steps, she's been through some...stuff and I don't want to scre her away."

"As you wish man, she's a keeper!"

And that's all the approval I needed from the boys.

Lauren's POV

"Lauren! Come cuddle with me and tell me everything!" I hear Dinah say from the couch. The girls were currently each on their bunk.

"But I'm eating!" I say, still munching on my cookie.

"And, I'm eating too! You still see me trynna cuddle!" She says making me chuckle.

"I'm eating, I'll be right there Dinaaah!" I answer back. Making her mumble thing under her breath. 

After a bit I'm finished with my food. Seeing as there are a lot of dishes on the sink, I decide to washed them really quikc before joining my best friend.

"Ok, I'm done, let's cuddle!" I say opening my arms in front of the couch where she sat.

"Oh now you wanna cuddle! Now you wanna cuddle, get off!" She says laughing while I hold onto her waist. I love her.

"No, come cuddle!"I say in my cutest baby voice.

"You seem so happy, you really like the boy don't ya"she asks. I sit up and feel my cheeks redden up.

"I do." I say playing with my fingers.

"Aww" She gives me a side a hug kissing my head. "I like seeing you this happy, I'm sorry Lauser but you got really depressing, some days ago, baby, I'm glad your back!"

"Thanks, but yeah. Zayn is helping me with all of this, and he said he wanted to  bring the smile back on my face, and here it is!" I smile really wide, to show just how happy I am, being with Zayn. I think I never felt so happy in my life. I feel stupid for being scared to even be with him.

"WHAT!? ZAUREN IS A THING!? AND NOBODY TOLD ME!?" I hear Camila yell. OOps, the girls are behind her, guess I'll have to tell them now.

"Yes..." I say quietly. "I'm sorry girls I wanted to tell you but I don't know if Zayn wants to tell people yet! I'm sorry, I love you!" I say quickly, trying to get them to not be mad at me.

"Aww my Loloooo!" Camila says givng me a koala hug. I love her.

"Zauren is a thing, thank God, finally!" Normani said embracing me in a thight hug. I love  Mani.

"Yes, thank you Lord! I'm so happy for you Laur!" Ally said huggging me too. I love my little Ally. I love them all.

"Thank you girls! Just don't tell Zayn that you know, I'll have to talk to him first!"

"Aww, look at the blink in her eyes, she's  so happy, babyyy!" Dinah says, and they all tackle me in a big warm hug.

Suddenly I get a text. Luis must be back...

*hey love, wanna sneak out for an ice cream? - Z*

I instantly smile.

*yap, do you want me to meet you on your bus, or? - L*

*I'll get you princess - Z*

He makes my heart flutter seriously.

A.N: NEW TRAILER! YAY! IT'S ON THE SIDE! SORRY FOR KEEPING YOU WAITING! AND DRAG ME DOWN! AND I'M IN LOVE WITH A MOSNTER! WUUUUUUT!  LOVE YOU AND...

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