HER Tearful Heart - Zauren

4 - The pain in her heart...

(READ AUTHORS NOTE IN THE END PLEASE! I LOVE YOU LOTS KEEP FAVING AND READING MUAHH LOVE YOU :D <3)

ZAYN'S POV

That Lauren Jauregui is so hot... The way she was moving her body and looking at me straight in the eyes.... How does she?

We were now heading to our buses "you did really good there, your dance moves are ho- I mean, awesome... I wish I could dance like that- I mean, not like that, but actually dance... as good as you..." oh my god I'm so stupid she probably thinks I'm some lame freak syco... she chuckeld "thanks, I appreciate it, people only compliment me because of my eyes.. and being actually complimented because of my dance is good, thanks" she laughed a bit "well your eyes are really pretty so I get it" she blushed how cute "thanks, I like your eyes too" I smiled "thanks, well I should go take a bath we have meet and greet in 4 hours so .. yeah bye" I waved akwardly and so did she "bye".

LAUREN'S POV

Zayn is turning out to be better then I expected. He is actually polite and kind, and he has a gorgeous smile... all the boys are really kind , they each have their own way to be and they're fun. I think this tour will turn out really good although it started bad... "Is anybody in the bathroom Dinah?" "Yes Camz's there, then Mani will go, then Ally and then me" "ok, I'm going to make lunch then or will we order pizza?" "Liam asked if we wonn'it to have lunch in their bus, they'll order pizza" "why?" "He said it would be good for us to meet each other better since yesterday we didn't got quite the chance to" "oh... ok then" "hey don't be sad it wasn't you fault ok" "yeah I know" she smiled to me and hugged me "oh... I wanna join the hug!" Camila said falling on top of us in the sofa, trying to hug us "Stay back Mila, this is a Laurinah moment, and besides that, you look like a wet dog ( cause she had just take bath) go away" I laughed she stood up and pouted "ok then..." she said leaving "just kidding Cheche come here" we all hugged and Ally joined us (Mani was on the bathroom) "ouch... ok I'm missing air in here" I said . They laughed and let go "alright I'm going to choose my clothes"

I went to the bags area and opened mine . I chose jeans jumper and a black top to put under it. I don't want to get all fancy or all relaxed cause I'm actually going to the meet and greet like that so...

After a few minutes I went into the bathroom and took a bath. Dressed up and then we went to the boys bus.

ZAYN'S POV

I went into my bus and took a bath and put on some jeans not puying a shirt "those girls are so hot" Harry said "yup all of them.... that Dinah has some really good moves... she blew me away" Liam said . I watched as they talked "and you Zayn what do you think about them?" "Ahm they're great, really great" "let me tell you that you got really lucky for pairing with Lauren she's one of the hottest in that group" what's this guy saying "yeah but too young for you" I answeard... what? I've already told you I feel the need to protect her! "Wow calm down mate you can have Lauren all for you my eyes are on that Dinah Jane" "well, who said I want Lauren?"

NO ONE'S POV

Lauren and her friends were walking in the boys bus when "well, who said I want Lauren?"

That made her feel bad, unwanted, but she didn't know why I mean she had a boyfriend why would she be mad just cause another guy said he didn't wonn'it her? She didn't know... she just felt hurt. Dinah who was just beside gave her a smile "don't be sad, you don't need'em cocky!" She smiled to her friend and walked in . Her gaze went straight to Zayn's chest.... how many tattoos he got.. she was thinking. She kept staring and thinking how sexy he was shirtless, forgeting what he had just said. Zayn chuckeld bringing Lauren back to reality.

"Hey guys!" "Hey!" They all sad "Where's my pizza?" "It's still to come we just called for it" Camila pouted "oh, but I want to eat now" "Mila don't be such a baby, the food is coming looser" Dinah said teasing Camila. Camila got distracted and her eyes went straight to the banana on the balcony "Hey! CAN I EAT THAT BANANA? PLEASE?" she said looking at the boys a bit hesitant "of course you can , but do you have like an obssession or something? Cause you eat bananas all the time!" "Yeah I know I just love bananas" everybody went silent for a but then they all started laughing at her, only Ally was serious. Camila turned red as a tomato . Innocent Camila . Lauren noticed how Camila turned quiet and shy and stopped laughing "Stop guys really" Lauren said trying to stiffle her laugh "Y'all need God in your heads" little Ally said. they slowly stopped laughing "Sorry Cheechee, couldn't help it" Dinah said . All of the sudden somebody knocked on the door "I'll anwsear that must be the pizza" Liam said. Camila was wtill upset and Lauren noticed it so she went to talk with her "Hey Camz, don't be sad, we were just kidding" "yeah but you know I don't like that stuff" "I know I'm sorry Camz, we won't do it again" Lauren said kissing her best friend's cheek "It's ok... it was a bit fun yeah so.... oh Let's eat some pizza" she said eager to eat a big slice of that delicious cheesy pizza they had in front of them. Laure chuckeld at her friend's sudden change of mood, shaking her head. "Lauren , you bettet come before Nialll and Camila eat your part " Louis said "yeah..."

LAUREN'S POV

I'm having so much fun today, I really never tought that hanging with One Directiom would be this nice. They are just so genuine and they make me laugh so much, and they are also caring, they worry about their fans, they've been telling us how they always freak out when a fan passes out or something like that, causes besides of worrying about them they also want them to enjoy every minute they spend with them. I'm must confess that I'm really starting to like this guys. I got kind of sad when Zayn said that all thing about not wanting me, but I got over it and besides that I have a boyfriend Luis . And speaking of him, guess who just texted me.

luis: what's this Lauren? (Pic of Lauren dancing reflection to Zayn)

Lauren: nothing, just me dancing....

Luis: are you fuckinh kidding me? You're almost doing a lap dance to that guy Lauren! IS THAT REALLY NOTHING????

Lauren: Luis that's really nothing, our coreographer asked for us to dance reflection for them to gain more confidece and that's what it is!

Luis: that's what it is? You must be kidding right now.

"Lauren are you ok?" Zayn asked, great! "Yeah..." he nodded not fully convinced of that. After a few seconds Luis called "guys I'll be right back I got to take a call"

I went to our bus and answeard the call

Luis : are you joking . I'm not a clown for you to laugh in my face

Lauren: I'm not laughing I'm telling you the truth Luis

Luis: the truth or not I can tell you were liking to do that 'lap dance ' to him, you have a fucking boyfriend you don't go around and act like a fucking slut to other guys!

Lauren: Don't call me that...

And tears started rolling down my face

Luis: shut the fuck up you freaking bitch.

And he hung up. And now you know why i act around all sad . Luis is my pain. I love him, but he does this to me.... and much worst.... I just don't have the guts to break up with him cause he'd kill me and besides.... I think I love him. Yeah I think, I don't know if this is love or just submission to him. Like I'm forced to date him I really don't know... he just hurts me so much.... my heart is long time filled with grey clouds , that anable me to find the sun to give me true happiness.... and I'm done.... so done.... :'''''''( *cries*

ZAYN'S POV

This girls are really nice, they're all so kind and cute and all about happiness. They laugh a lot and that's exactly what we need to have a successful tour, a good vibe, and they are really bringing it. After that episode on the first they I didn't think this would end up that well , but it turns out I was wrong I think this will be one of the best tours we have had.

I can tell something is not ok with Lauren. She got a text and after that she just got so sad. She went to take a call and then a staff member came to call us so that the meet and greet could start . "I'm going to get Lauren" a choir of 'awwwws' filled the room... ok... now I'm blushing ... a lot "shut up guys" and I went to the girls bus. I heard sobbs coming from inside and I knew it could only be from Lauren, she was the only one there. I rushed inside and then I saw Lauren curled up in the couch, hugging her knees and crying her eyes out.... my heart is breaking for some reason "Lauren hey what happened, why are you crying " she whipped her tears "nothing is it time for m&g Already?" She said stading up, in between sobs "Yes, but wait, what happened to you?" " I said coming closer to her "nothing really let's just go" she said still crying, trying to give me a smile, but she failed "hey, hey shshsh, don't cry Lauren, I'm right here" I said , puting my hand in her cheecks, trying to confort her "Zayn... I'm- I- I- can't - I-" and she cried harder, she's reallly going trough something, I knew something wasn't right... "hey, come here beautiful" I said embracing her in a warm hug, trying to calm her down. I can eel the pain in her heart... I just wanna know the cause of it.... I need to protect her....

AUTHOURS NOTE:

Hey guys I've been busy voting for the emas. I know this is short but next time it'll be better.

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