HER Tearful Heart - Zauren

34 - Uncontrollable...

We all got back to our bus after trying to sneak out to explore the city, but well, that didn't go as planned because the minute we stepped outside, feeling finally free, the boys van came in and Paul, the boys' bodyguard, saw us.

We immediately stop dead in our tracks as he looked at us with disappointment and somewhat anger present in his eyes.
He stopped the car and got out immediately marching towards us.

"Girls! What are you doing here? Does Rob know you're here?" He growls out staring expectantly at us.

"Yes... No." Dinah trails off, as I start grimacing, already picturing Big Rob get in our faces for this.

"Then what are you doing out! Do you know how dangerous this is?"

"Calm down, we were just going out it's not like anything bad would've happen to us." I say, immediately regretting my choice of words when he looks back at me.

"That's exactly where you're wrong! What if something happened to you? If someone were to kidnap you or hurt you or something?" We stay quiet, looking down at our feet as we're being scolded.

This feels like when we misbehave at home and our parents get us grounded. "Get back inside, now! Come on." He sighs getting back to the car.

"We're sorry." Ally quickly adds and we start making our way back.

Well this was fun.

I huff as we get back on our bus. Ally had convinced Paul to not tell Big Rob about our attempt to 'escape'.

So, we're back on our bus. Michael and Luke are still here, talking to Camila.
I'm honestly going to try to ignore blondie's stares. I'm just gonna stay on my lane and talk to everybody but him.

Which I just figured, is very hard to do since the only person he seems to be talking to is me. So, yeah.

"Lauren where is your boyfriend?" He asks, but this time I find it odd, since he's looking at his phone instead of my face.

Finally the creep moves on. Kinda.

"At his bus." I shortly answer.

"Having fun, I'm sure." I frown at his statement.

What is he talking about? Zayn hasn't spoken to me yet. He did look at me while we were being scolded by Paul, but only laughed. I found it weird, but didn't make any of it.

Well, now I am.
I quickly take my phone out from my jeans pocket, since I changed before trying to 'have fun and do something reckless' with the girls. Ah. We tried. Give us some credit.

From Lauren:

Hey, what are you doing? I've tried calling but you hung up? What's up?

I quickly click on the send button and block my phone. I have a feeling I won't be getting any reply but well.

"Do you want to go to their bus?" I hear Mani ask me.
I nod, but I have a feeling something will not go well.

"We'll be right back guys." Mani laces her fingers on mine and we scurry out of the bus.

"Should we knock?" I ask.

"No... I mean, we never do, so why should we now?"

"Yeah, you're right." I mumble as I bite on my nails. Why am I suddenly so nervous?