HER Tearful Heart - Zauren

7 - Past Memories

LAUREN'S POV

There was a knock on the door "Come in" I said. The door opened reveilling Camz "Hey Lolo, are you ok?" "Hey Camz, no, I just talked to my sister and she's crying too, over me, and it just breaks my heart... Even more" I chuckeld "Don't say that Lauren, we all love you so much, you are like a sister to us, and you know I can't see people crying or sad, expecially you and the girls, Lauren, we'll always be here for you. You don't need any boy in this world to make you happy ok? Smile please!" She said, while letting out some tears. I smiled to her "See, that's my friend, mi cubanita, yo te amo" (my cuban girl, I love you) Camila said and hugged me with one of her koalas hugs that makes everybody feel better "Thank you Camz, yo tambièn te amo. Te amo mucho Camilita" I said and she giggled with the nickname, only me and her mother called her "Now let's go, they are all waiting for us on 1D's dressing room, let's go"

We went to their dressing roon "Hey guys" I said, trying to smile

ZAYN'S POV

There she was, looking sad, well not even looking at us, all she would do was look at her hands, to the floor and once in a while she would look at me or the guys. I feel sorry for her, I think she doesn't deserve what her ex-boyfriend did to her, well, nobody deserves really. "Well this was a great show tonight, tomorrow you all have to be up early so don't stay awake for long tonight, that's all, now everybody form pairs cause we're going to the bus, and we don't want to lose anybody. A Boy and girl to each pair" Paul said, we nodded and I went straight to Lauren "Hey, may I pair up with you?" she nodded "sure" I held her hand and she instatly looked at the sight of our hands together, she then looked up a stared at me smiling, and so did I. Her eyes were red and puffy, she must have been crying again. "Lauren will you be ok?" Ally said snapping me out of my toughts "yeah" she said and then looked down to the floor "I'll be with her don't worry" I said and both Lauren and Ally smiled to me.

Liam paired with Dinah, Harry with Camila, Niall with Ally and Normani with Louis. "Alright, everybody ready to go, we gotta be quick or your fans will kidnap you so hurry up" we nodded and left.

Almost getting to the doors we started hearing our fans screaming. "Don't lose each other" Paul said, and then he opened the doors. Well this is going to be a fun way out.

I imediatly felt Lauren's grip on my hand tighter . I looked over to her and she looked nervous, biting her bottom lip "Are you ok?" I said in her ear due to the fact that our fans were screaming "yeah, I'm just a bit nervous, I get like this everytime I get surrounded by so many people" "Well, don't worry, we're almost there" she smiled and with my tumb I rubbed her hand in circles hoping she would relax, which she did.

We got to our bus safely but before we went in "Thanks for calming me down up there" Lauren said while playing with her fingers "Anytime" I smiled to her "ahm I'm going in, but I really want to thank you not only for that but for conforting me when... I saw...that on twitter..." "It was nothing Lauren, I'm here if you wanna talk" I said putting my hands on my pockets "Thanks... I'm going to sleep now, thanks... Goodnight Z!" "Goodnight Lauren, don't think about that, just move foward, it'll get better" she smiled, but still with sad eyes "I know... I know."

~next morning~

NOBODY'S POV:

Lauren woke up feeling tired with her barely 4 slepping hours, over crying at night. The girls stading by her to support her and tell her that everything was going to be fine, and that they, harmonizers and her family loved her and that's all that she'd ever need.

She got up took a quick shower.

"Good morning girls" she said "good morning Laur, how are you feeling?" Normani asked "I'm fine... As fine as I can" she said fiddling with her nails "Now c'mon dawg you know better then that! Let's go, cheer up Lauren, no man should ever make you feel like that! You're hot and you're pretty and you have a beautiful heart! So let's show that to the world and especially him that nobody will take you down!" "Preach Dinah, preach!" Camila said, earning laughs from the girls, even Lauren let out a small giggle "See that's our girl, you should be smiling everyday, cause you're amazing" ((BHB)) Lauren smiled once again at Ally's statement "yeah, I'll follow your advice as best as I can, but you gotta understand that this is hard, but I'll try, for you I'll try!" "great! Try for you too!" Normani said "I will" "Ahm girls, I'm sorry to interrupt this beautiful, emotional moment buuut... I wanna eat-" Camila got interrupted by a knock on the bus door "It's open!" Ally yelled. After a bit Liam showed up "Hey girls, good morning, how are you?" Liam said earning "Hey, we're good" from all the girls "So, we were thinking if you girls would like to come and have breakfast with us, we're going a coffe shop" Ally looked at all the girls earning nodds from everyone but Lauren "Lauren, you don't wanna come?" "I-I don't know, you guys go, I'll see if I'll join you later" "oh no. She's coming" Dinah said firmly "but-" "No buts Lauren, we just talked about it, you're coming" Dinah said "Dinah, really I don't feel like going. Nothing against you guys, but I'm with an headache and I just wanna stay here, I'll try and join you later" "ok Lauren but only this time!" Dinah said "Alright so half an hour is alright for you!?" Liam asked "yeah, but won't we get surrounded by fans and all? We'd be ok with it, but what about you guys!?" Normani asked "no, it's good, they won't find us, and even if they do , oh well" "ok then, so... We're gonna get dressed, we'll ring you when we're done" Ally said to the tall guy standing behind her .